Many people are shocked and appauled when they hear of sexual abuse that has occured. This show reveals that sexual abuse should be expected and is a natural occurance amongst the ungodly.    

In this segment, Minister Diane passionately prays for victims of sexual abuse. She emphatically places the blame for this type of abuse where it belongs and encourages her listeners to examine the word of God for answers to this on going "Human" dilemma. 

Lord let us not be weary in well doing.  

Let your grace and mercy be our companions.  

May we be bright lights shining in dark places.

Keep our focus on you that we don't look to the left or the right.

Renew our joy and refill us with your Spirit daily.

Deliver the captives. Set souls free from bondage.

We are thankful for all your blessings.  

Thy will be done.

In your name we pray

ETS Ministries

Hello, Hello and Hello.

It's been a while, I know.  I haven't had much to say.  I break my silence tonight with good cause.I grew up celebrating Christmas by decorating the tree, enjoying the lights, gifts and good food.  We acknowlege Christmas as the celebration of Jesus Christ birth.  

Chris and I no longer decorate a tree and we know that Jesus the Messiah was probably not born in December but we do still enjoy the lights and the candles we've placed in our home.  We light candles and hang lights in honor of the Feast of Dedication which celebrates the rededication of the Temple of God to God after it had been taken over and ruled by ungodly men for years. The Lord God supernaturally preserved the olive oil in the Temple during a time when the oil was scarce and should not have lasted.  He preserved the oil so the lamps remained lit.  

We also do it in honor of our Lord and Savior who is the light of the world.  He is the greatest  gift to mankind.  The longer I live, I can truely see the beauty in Gods gift to us. There are so many wonderful things we have because of Christ.  

We give gifts to those we love because we want to be like our Heavenly Father who gives to us because he loves us.

We still enjoy good food because food is a blessing and feasting is an action that pleases God when it is done in his honor.  

So I break my silence tonight to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LORD JESUS and to say MERRY

CHRIST DAY to those that love him too !!!!

Have you ever been sexually abused by someone who later told you "I love you" or "I did that because I love you"? This can be very confusing but this is a very common occurance in the cycle of sexual abuse. Many become confused about LOVE because of this type of conflicting behavior. Diane takes time to clarify what LOVE is and what LOVE is not.

Millions of people are sexually abused each day.  Not just by rape, incest or pediphiles but by life style choices.

This segment is the final segment of a three part series.  He plus She = We. Sex is man and woman coming together, an intoxicating event when done Gods way.  In this series we encourage listeners to fall in love again and fulfill the image of God. 

A study about Sex.  

In the wake of the presidential election and the election in Maryland regarding Same Sex Marriage, some of you may be disappointed and or discouraged. After having done all to stand, we must stand.  Some of you may believe that the vote in favor of Same Sex Marriage is a good thing, a victory for civil rights and equality. We will continue to tell the truth about Sexual Abuse because it is a reality that has grave consequences.  We know we were created for this time and season in life.  Our special guest will be Willard E. Saunders, a supporter of the Maryland Marriage Alliance Campaign, who's mission was to preserve the God ordained institution of Marriage. We will be talking about whats next & how sexual perversion effects a society  

"A TIME AS THIS".  

 Bishop Jackson Biography

About E.W. Jackson

EW Jackson served in the United States Marine Corps, graduated from Harvard Law School and studied at Harvard Divinity School.

He practiced law for 15 years in Boston, and later devoted his full time to ministry. His first book, "Ten Commandments to an Extraordinary Life" was published in 2008. His second book, "America the Beautiful - Reflections of a Patriot Descended from Slaves" is scheduled for release later this year.

He founded the Exodus Faith Ministries, a non-denominational church in ChesapeakeVA.and is the founder of S.T.A.N.D. - Staying True to America's National Destiny, a national grassroots organization dedicated to restoringAmerica's Judeo-Christian heritage and values. Bishop Jackson has been active in numerous businesses, political and spiritual endeavours throughout his life. His articles have been published nationally and internationally. He has been seen and heard on FOX News' The O'Reilly Factor , Your World With Neil Cavuto and Megyn Kelly's America Live, ABC's Good Morning America, ABC's Politically Incorrect, Hardball with Chris Matthews, C-Span's Washington Journal, ABC Radio Network, National Public Radio and many other media outlets.

Most recently, E.W. Jackson ran for the Republican nomination for the U.S. Senate in Virginia.

In recognition of his national ministry leadership, he was consecrated a Bishop in 1998. He and his wife have been married for forty years, have 3 children and have resided in Chesapeake for 13 years.

   Bishop Jackson Biography

About E.W. Jackson

EW Jackson served in the United States Marine Corps, graduated from Harvard Law School and studied at Harvard Divinity School.

He practiced law for 15 years in Boston, and later devoted his full time to ministry. His first book, "Ten Commandments to an Extraordinary Life" was published in 2008. His second book, "America the Beautiful - Reflections of a Patriot Descended from Slaves" is scheduled for release later this year.

He founded the Exodus Faith Ministries, a non-denominational church in ChesapeakeVA.and is the founder of S.T.A.N.D. - Staying True to America's National Destiny, a national grassroots organization dedicated to restoringAmerica's Judeo-Christian heritage and values. Bishop Jackson has been active in numerous businesses, political and spiritual endeavours throughout his life. His articles have been published nationally and internationally. He has been seen and heard on FOX News' The O'Reilly Factor , Your World With Neil Cavuto and Megyn Kelly's America Live, ABC's Good Morning America, ABC's Politically Incorrect, Hardball with Chris Matthews, C-Span's Washington Journal, ABC Radio Network, National Public Radio and many other media outlets.

Most recently, E.W. Jackson ran for the Republican nomination for the U.S. Senate in Virginia.

In recognition of his national ministry leadership, he was consecrated a Bishop in 1998. He and his wife have been married for forty years, have 3 children and have resided in Chesapeake for 13 years.

Often victims of sexual abuse are attacked in their sleep. They have the feeling that some one or something is holding them down.  It is a very scary feeling.  Some even feel they are being violated all over again.  More on this subject next week. 

Tear provoking information about Sexting. Diane began to research this topic after watching portions of a movie about how sexting caused a teen suicide. She was surprised to find so much information on this subject. Sexting is considered by some to be the newest craze among "teens". You may be just as troubled to learn how dangerous this "craze" really is. 

Maybe you have been sexually abused or know someone who has.  We'd really like to hear from you. We'd like to be your voice. Please contact us and share your story. 

Email Diane Jones @ vir2us1@verizon.net

Write to us @ PO BOX 1616 Clinton, MD. 20735

Yes Jesus loves you and me.  It's because of his power and his love that we share this program with you. September 13th marks the 2 year anniversary of our being on the air. Our radio program is growing strong. People are still listening. The show content and subject matter remain relevant so we continue our mission to reach hurting people. Over the last 2 years we have had some terrific guest with horrible stories of Sexual Abuse and wonderful stories of deliverance from the residual of their Abuse. The main reason for their deliverance was attributed to their personal encounters and relationships with Jesus the Christ.  Other guest shared their works and thoughts with us related to Sexual Abuse. Tonight Diane will highlight their stories for you as a tribute and celebration of this anniversary and to honor God for his goodness towards us.

Yes Jesus loves you and me.  It's because of his power and his love that we share this program with you. This week marks the 2 year anniversary of our being on the air. Our radio program is growing strong. People are still listening. The show content and subject matter remain relevant so we continue our mission to reach hurting people. Over the last 2 years we have had some terrific guest with horrible stories of Sexual Abuse and wonderful stories of Deliverance from the residual of their Abuse. The main reason for their deliverance was attributed to their personal encounters and relationships with Jesus the Christ.  Other guest shared their works and thoughts with us related to Sexual Abuse. Tonight Diane will highlight their stories for you as a tribute and celebration of this anniversary and to honor God for his goodness towards us. 

But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel. 1Timothy 1:8

Honest work is good in God's eyes. Happy Labor Day

But don't forget to catch tonight's encore.

It is grievous to think of how many people are being cheated out of beautiful relationships. The relationships between husbands, wives, children, friends and relatives continue to erode away as society seeks superficial antidotes, remedies and pleasures to fulfill its needs, both real and perceived. From male enhancement drugs to toddlers in tieras you see the many superficial ways people seek fulfillment in life.  If we look hard enough we can also see the ?????.   

We have discussed sexual abuse in many different ways on this show but we have yet to do an exclusive program that details common signs and symptoms of sexual abuse. This segment will provide the listener with much needed information concerning this subject.  

Our program is designed to  help people overcome Sexual Abuse.  Same Sex Marriage is a form of Sexual Abuse. Those involved in this life style are abusing themselves and abusing their "partners". Tonight we will exclusively address this topic.     

A few days ago I was driving and listening to Wave 105.1 FM. As I listened I heard the announcement that the head of Wave 105.1 is asking people to support Chic Filet's public stance against same sex marriage by declaring August 1st "Support Chic Filet's Day". I was aware of the growing controversy concerning this issue and I had mixed feelings about some of the things I'd read concerning the way Chic Filet's planned to go about making their stance.  I wrestled with my feelings, talked with my husband about it and made up my mind.  I needed to make a stand or should I say, continue to make a stand for righteousness.

Marriage is, was and always will be ordained by God.  It is the union of one man and one woman.  When done according to Gods plan it is perfect. Most professing Christians I know have compromised their values so much you can not tell they are Christians. I am truly newly inspired to see professing Christians make a stand for what is right.  I had not been to Chic Filet's in years.  Chris and I went to Chic Filet's today. The drive through line was so long it circled the restaurant twice.  I am truly newly Inspired. May God bless our efforts.

Diane Jones

8/1/12  

There is so much in the news right now concerning sexual abuse and sexual

immorality. Diane discusses the issues from two perspectives, first she

addresses the sex offenders by asking and answering the question, can a 

rapist, pedophile, sex offender ..... be delivered from abusing others? Then

she adresses the victims of their abuse. These issues continue to

greatly impact our communities but the word of God provides answers.

Tune in at 10PM EST. 

Breaking news continues to cover the "Penn State Cover-Up" as it relates to Sandusky, the man who was recently convicted of sexually abusing several young men. Joe Paterno along with 3 other Penn State officials is said to have had knowledge of the abuse but covered it up. The Paterno family is vehemently defending Paternos position concerning this matter. Covering up is a common reaction to knowledge of sexual abuse. Diane gives biblical and spiritual perspective to this common response using excerpts from her book "Overcoming Sexual Abuse".

What causes so much pain and struggle in life? Why do the rich get richer,

oppress the poor and cheat one and other. Why are there unwanted

pregnancies and women who, created to give life, abort and murder

their own children? Why do men abandon children of their own seed. Why

do people steal, kill, rape and hate?  Tonight we talk about the nature

of sin and how to overcome it.

God is doing great things.  We are still moving strong.  People are being

reached through our program..........

We will not commercialize our program

No sensationalism

We will keep on keeping things real. Sexual Abuse is real.  The residual

effects are very real.  Someone you know may be suffering in silence.

Learn how to reach out to them.  

A good review on tonight's program. 6-11-12 10 PM EST

A Program about the horrors of Human Sex Trafficking. Kathi Macias is an

award winning author.  She has written more than 30 books.  Women's

ministry is her primary interest. She will be joining Diane to talk about her

book "Deliver Me From Evil". 

May 21 2012

Ministry for hurting hearts with returning guest, Author, Educator and Bible

teacher Norma Evans Barber.  We will continue our discussion from last

week about her book Princess Tamar's Tears and ministry.  

Mrs. Norma Evans Barber was born in Guyana, South America, she now

resides in the state of Maryland. In addition to other duties at her

church she holds workshops for hurting women. This is a passion we share

and is the reason I've invited her to be a guest on my show.  We will

discuss her book Princess Tamar's Tears in which she brings a biblical

account of rape and incest to life so that the reader can relate to it in a

personal way. 

Millions of people are sexually abused each and every day.  Not just by

rapist, child molesters or pedophiles, but by choice and through life style preferences.

Who would enjoy being raped again and again?

Why is rape spiritual as well as physical?

Can a sex offender be healed, delivered from abusing others?

Find the answer to these questions and many others in the pages of the

book "OVERCOMING SEXUAL ABUSE" by Minister Diane Jones.

The book is a sequel to her first book "The Story of Me" in which she

wrote of her personal pain, struggle and victory over the sexual abuse

that occurred in her childhood.

OVERCOMING SEXUAL ABUSE is a "how to" manual, how to recognize,

relate to, categorize and be delivered from the effects of sexual abuse in

your life. 

www.authorhouse.com

www.amazon.com

5-3-12 Dream Journal

Us, me and Chris somewhere, lots of people, all kinds around us.

Someone was passing out flyer's and gave us one.

The flyer had information about a new program for buying homes.  Homes for

700.00 a month.  The information was specifically for Blacks (African Americans).

The program included a presidential appointee as an ambassador to the U.S who

had surveyed the land/area for qualified homes and implemented the program.

We were in the midst of other people when we received the flyer but the people

around us got the news too.  All the people and the activity seemed to stop at once.  

We immediately headed to the place mentioned in the flyer to see about this new

program.

(In the dream I sensed the program was initiated by the President/Government but I also sensed

mixed reasons and motives behind implementing the program)

* The President wanted to secure being re-elected

* His constituents backed him with this agenda because they felt it would benefit     them in the long run because they believed Blacks would not be able to sustain      their homes even if they purchased them at amazingly low prices, so they would benefit from the defaults of foreclosures.

* Gods plan- use this program to benefit his people, which includes  

   Blacks who have suffered due to generational curses like we have (He

   rains on the just as well as the unjust)

When Chris and I arrived at the place to apply we were surprised to see

we were next in line and we qualified for a home at the super low rate. 

Interpretation: God is a just God.  He sees all things and he justifies all

things. 

Thank you Lord for exacting accounts.

Diane Jones 5-4-12 

I spoke with Norma Evans Barber the other day regarding her book,

Princess Tamar's Tears.  In her book she details a biblical account of

rape and incest and the aftermath of this monster.   I thoroughly

enjoyed our conversation as I realized we shared the same passion

that God has to help hurting people overcome hurt.  She has agreed to

be a guest on our show so we are making plans to have her join us.  

Keep the matter in prayer with us and save the date May 14th 10PM

EST. 

Available from Amazon.com & Xlibris

Join me and Special Guest Diane Jones tonight @ 10PM EST.  We will

continue our very open, candid discussion about Dianes' life and her

book,

 The Story of Me  The Story of Me  The Story of Me The Story of Me

We want everyone to know there is nothing pretty about Abuse

but there is hope for a good life after Abuse.

See show page for purchase information or go to www.authorhouse.com

April 2nd 2012 Special Guest will be Author Diane Jones sharing her story The Story of Me

The Story of Me is a about a woman who lived through the terror of incest and overcame the devastation that comes with such a trauma.  It is not a story of self-pity.  It is a story of victory and offers hope to anyone who has fallen prey to the type of spirit that would try so viciously to destroy a person's very soul and rid them of their destiny.

If you have loved, been rejected, divorced, had your dreams stolen from you, been used, molested, raped, a victim of incest, you may find yourself in my story, The Story of Me.

Available at

www.authorhouse.com

www.amazon.com

Most on line retailers

This Monday 3-12-12 @ 10PM EST Diane will be joined by Chris to continue

their discussion about the Beauty, Pleasure and Intoxication of Sex. Last

week they defined words like Sex, Sexual, Sexual Intercourse and Sexy.

This week they will share God's plan concerning what we call Sex but he

calls Man and Woman.  The result of his plan is truely Intoxicating.

See article: Beauty Pleasure Intoxication 

Pleasure:

How beautiful are thy feet with shoes, O prince's daughter! The Joints of thy

thighs are like jewels, the work of the hands of a cunning workman.

Thy naval is like a round goblet which wanteth not liquor.  Thy belly is like a heap of wheat

set about with lilies.

Thy two beast are like two young rows that are twins.

Thy neck is a tower of ivory.  Thine eyes like the fish pools on Heshbon by the gate of

Bathrabbim.

Thy nose is as the tower of Lebanon which looketh toward Damascus.

Thine head upon thee is like Carmel and the hair of thine head like purple, the king is held

in the galleries.

How fair and how pleasant art thou O love for delights!

This thy stature is like a palm tree and thy breast to clusters of grapes.

I said I will go up to the palm tree.  I will take hold of the boughs thereof.  Now also thy

breast shall be as

new clusters of the vine and the smell of thy nose like apples and the rough of thy mouth

like the best wine

for my beloved that goeth down sweetly causing the lips of those that are asleep to speak.

Song Of Solomon 7: 1-9

Beauty and Intoxication:

Sex, male and female and sexual relationships as God

designed them to be are beautifully, pleasurably intoxicating!

One of the greatest pleasures I have in life is being comforted by the

warmth and heat of my loves flesh as I caress, press and message his aches and

pains. His warmth let's me know he's alive and I love him more because he is

with me.

His back often aches but under my press I know he is strong.  When his

muscles resist I feel his strength and I love him more.  

As they give way I know he trust me and I love him more.  

In the beginning his feet were solid.  They had no give, now they're

pliable from the love I've given them. I know they will reimburse me.  

His laughter stirs my soul.  I'm reminded of life's goodness.  It settles me. 

When his creative juices are flowing mine are enriched, we are good together.  We

are music.

His arms are strong.  His embrace my sedative.  Many a night he holds me to sleep.

On those nights I sleep deep.  Not to mention the times when time stood still.  

We were as one in another place with God the Father.  

What ever I need, his is.  When ever I need, he is.   

So Intoxicating is my Love and my love for him.  He is the Love Of My Life.

Thank you Lord for HIM.

Diane Jones

 3-6-12 

News headlines tell the true story of how sexual promiscuity negatively

impacts a society.  

Fathers abusing daughters, teachers accused of abusing minor students,

men abusing girls and the disabled.  

When a people says yes to sexual immorality they say yes to sexual

abuse.

One exist beause the other exist.  One fuels the other.  

Should we cry for justice? Demand protection for our children?   This is

hypocricy!  We cannot demand protection from what we condone.  The

Bible

tells us a little leaven leavens a whole lump.  We can expect more

dysfunction, pain, heart ache and violations of our children due to the so

called strides being made to establish acceptance of what God says is

perverse.  

As the flames burn higher and the heat increases, remember sexual

abuse is only the residual effect of sexual immorality. Related Podcast

date 2-20-12

Many people are grieving the loss of a loved one, a

relationship, hope, dreams, a pregnancy, their innocence or

their essence.  Unfortunenately we as a society will face much

more grief in the years to come.  It is important that we deal

with grief when it comes knocking at our door.  So lets talk

about it. Podcast date 2-13-12.

When I first began to prepare to host this radio progrm, I sought the Lord

about the format and what type of guest I should have on the air.  The

Lord told me not to invite popular people or celebrity types but rather

have every day people be my guest.  I felt this instruction was helpful

because the topics and issues we discuss effect everyday people like you

and me.  Tune in to a remarkable story told by Constance Martin.  She was

molested at the age of 4 years old, suffered great physical, mental and

emotional abuse into her marriage. Now she shares tragic events that

effect millions of people and how she's Overcoming

Sexual Abuse. Podcast date 1/30/12.     

Happy Birthday to you.  Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear

Jesus. Happy Birthday to you!

With much love I say Happy Birthday to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. 

Thank you for leaving your home in glory, taking back the keys of Hell

and the grave and restoring me.

I Love You

Your Child and Servant

Diane 

This is a glorious day, a day of judgement, exposure and of exacting

accounts!  Never in my life time have I seen such an uproar or a stir

regarding Sexual Abuse.  Even when the Catholic Church was exposed

over and over for the same sins as we are seeing in the news today,

(Penn State Scandle over child sexual abuse)I do not recall such a

responce from the public. This reminds me of a word the Lord gave me

several years ago.

5/27/09

Will be an eruption, Mt Suvious, ash, smoke, lava, shall come forth.  Will

be weeping and nashing of teeth.  Will be a cry and a wailing as never

before.

My judgement is upon them.  The day of reckoning is upon them. Exact,

exact the account, forr ye have been weighed in the balance and come

up short, lacking.  What is this judgement, they will ask, what evil has

brought this wickedness upon us?  You will tell them, their sin.  The sin

of rape, incest, against children, those sold into sex slavery.  It has

come before me as a stinch in my nostrils, a vile and putird aroma.  It is

a stinch to me and I will recompense everyman according to his works,

shall be. 

Mt Suvious shall bring forth an eruption, it will be a cleansing of the land

Please pray for the victims poisioned by this tragedy.  We will continue

our work in this arena and solicit your prayers. We are called for such a

time as this!

Diane Jones

11/18/11

Recently millions of people celebrated Halloween.  I stopped celebrating Halloween

when I learned about it's origin.  I have also learned that God established feast and

festivals for his people to observe that are wholesome and have significant spiritual

meaning.  I would like to encourage the people of God to began celebrating Gods

feasts.  In doing this we will be less inclined to observe the worlds holidays and be

stronger witnesses for our Lord and savior Jesus Christ.  The next one coming up is

Hanakkah!  Use this end of the year season to rededicate your life, make a fresh new

solid commitment to serve the Lord God with all your heart. soul and mind.

Diane Jones  11/1/11

Godly Men Speak Out

Chris and Charles will be back on the air tonight

They will pick up where thy left off a few weeks ago and

continue their discussions regarding

The Manly Man v/s the Effeminate Man

The role of the school system in developing today's young males

Combating temptations of lust and more

You don't want to miss this one.....

The Men's Series continues tonight with our special guest John Martin. 

John is a husband, father, Christian and the CEO of Toginet Radio.  Chris

will continue discussing with John the issues of Fatherlessness, Role

Models, how men combat the temptations of unlawful Sex, Lust and

more..........

Godly Men Speak Out

The mens series has begun.  The first show was everything I promised,

exciting and thought provoking.  We will continue our series with John

Martin as our special guest.  John is a husband, father and the CEO of

Toginet Radio.

Set your alarms, mark your calanders for October 24th,2011   

We have some exciting, thought provoking shows coming up in a few weeks

Set your alarms, organizers, mark your calanders for Monday nights

We are going to be hearing from men, that's right men, not just men but Godly Men, ones

who are striving to serve the Lord whole-heartedly

What do they have to say about Sexiness, Dealing with Lust issues and more?

Monday October 10th: Is there any Righteous among you?

Monday October 17th: Godly Men Speak Out 

From Dream Journal 7/20/11 Between 4-430AM

Awakened me.  Caused me to cry out in my sleep!

Dream vague at first because I tried to dismiss it.  Thought it was just a nightmare.  The Lord prompted me to write it down the next day now 7/21/11 around 11PM

Began to write it and details came back to me:

I was holding a jar of coffee, looked like a jar for preserves.  It was medium/standard in size.  The coffee was a rich, dark brown color.  As I looked closer at the jar I noticed movement at the bottom of the jar.  Some how I started to see between the coffee grounds, as though they parted and I began to see bugs in the coffee.  As I studied the bugs I was startled to realize they were Roaches.  They are “Roaches” I said, out loud!

I continued to hold the jar.  It began to change shape by shrinking in size.  The coffee disappeared.  Now the jar contained different kinds of bugs.  I saw Beetles, Spiders and other crawling critters I did not recognize.  One spider especially caught my attention.  It was like none I’ve ever seen.  I think it was upside down because I could see the underside of its butt body portion.  The butt was big and round.  The spider was transparent but you could see a red color inside the butt making it look more opaque in color and it had black streaks on it too.

I tried to keep the lid on the jar by holding it tight but the jar continued to shrink in size until it was the size of a petri dish, like they use in labs.  The bugs were escaping the dish.  As they escaped I noticed they were now clear in color, almost see through.  This color change made them hard to see.  This really frightened me!

I squeezed the petri dish tighter but then the dish disappeared.  Now I was holding a huge, flat, big butt bug.  It was upside down in my hand.  It was beige in color and had grooves/creases in the body.  I felt it moving and felt its’ leg moving and cried out in fear. (Very creepy feeling) I tried to dismiss it, told Chris I didn’t want to even speak it, it was so frightening.  The thought intervened “You will not perish.”  I shook myself as if to shake off the effects of the dream.  My Husband prayed and comforted me.  I fell back to sleep.

When writing the dream these thoughts came to me:

“Pestilence”

“Don’t like bugs of any kind”

From Prophetic Dictionary- Pestilence, A) Symbol of approaching or infiltrating demonic forces dispatched by occult tic means, such as sorcery, magic, incantations, witchcraft and other enchantments B) Sign of Gods judgment like locust, grasshoppers and such

Symbolisms/My Thoughts

·        Preserve Jar ( AKA Mason Jars)= Method of Storage

·        Coffee is a commodity/in abundance

·        Roaches, pest, ruin food, nuisance more than anything, represent uncleanness

·        Jar shrinking= losing storage space/loss of storage

·        Various kinds of bugs=pestilence/judgment

·        Petrie dishes used in experiments/labs/for observation/storage of microorganisms

? Remembered previous revelation about mass snow storm back on 2/1/11= White Horse spoken of in Revelation sent forth to conquer.  Third seal/Black Horse = Famine

Google Research:

Jar also computer term for many files

Mason Jar picture is computer symbol for “The rejection Jar” I have learned to stop worrying jar and love rejection jar

Jar, Wikipedia definition, a wide cylindrical container made of glass or pottery, especially used for storing food

Article found, Top Stories In Business, originally published 7/20/11, republished 7/21/11 at 735AM ( My dream occurred between these 2 dates)

The Wall Street Journal

Inside Track- Coffee Holding Execs Trim Holdings On Stock Spike wsj.com

Excerpts:

Gordon’s sale significant shares of their Coffee holdings, raised eyebrows, sends message to others may be time to sale too,

Take money off the table,

analyst says “unlikely company can continue to grow on back of skillful coffee trading contracts”

Gordon Brothers, 2 top executives at Coffee Holding Co (JVA) Stock poised to cool off.

My summarization of article: Some ones nervous about future of Coffee

Cont. research on Coffee/ Wikipedia

Commodity, Coffee- Top agriculture export for 12 countries in 2004. Worlds 7^th largest legal agricultural export by value in 2005

Over 900 species of insects have been recorded as pest of coffee crops world wide. Over a third are beetles (roaches classified as beetles), over a quarter are bugs, some 20 of nematodes, 9 species of mites etc.

Brazil, largest production of green coffee in 2009 followed by Vietnam, Indonesia, Columbia, Latin America, East Africa, Arabia or Asia

Research Spiders: Google, typed in upside down spiders

Spider hangs upside down during periods of expansion/growth; they anchor themselves while they shed their exoskeleton

? Clear bugs represent new young, fresh hatched bugs. Often clear until they grow into their color

Conclusion:

Judgment Continues in the Earth.  I believe the Lord is warning us of a famine soon to come, future problems with cultivation and storage of Coffee due to pestilence.  World wide impact!   Loss of crops equal loss of jobs, income, food and life etc.   His will not perish!

Be vigilant.  Store up dry goods but more than that, continue to walk in righteousness.  Those who have done so will be elevated and protected during this continued time of judgment in the earth!

He that hath an ear to hea, let him hear what the spirit of the Lord is saying to the Church!

Minister Diane Jones

7/22/11

Equipping The Saints Ministries      

PO BOX 1616 Clinton, MD. 20735             

805-765-5873

March 28th 2011

Amira Birger has survived such hardships as child hood rape, child sex slavery, homelessness as a teen and severe drug addicton. She is now living what she calls "a full life" as a wife, mother and student in pursuit of a Bachelors in social work and a Certificate in Art Education. Tune in to hear her story and how "Through Mending the Soul Community Model of Healing is helping her overcome! 

TEA TIME- DIVINE TIME, CELEBRATING LOVE AND LIFE

MD

On December 18^th 2010 I participated in a ladies only tea party.  Although we were few in number we had a warm, wonderful, divine time.

The mission was simple and pure. Our host wanted to inspire women to connect with each other in a personal way.  Most women experience the same types of challenges, have hopes and fears but most don’t have true friends and settings to share these events and feelings with.  The mission was accomplished!

Even though the host is an Evangelist, she reported she did not want the event to be centered on evangelizing but hoped the event would be an inspiring, enjoyable get away knowing that she could provide spiritual insight to those in need if the need arose.

The tea began around 3:30PM. By 4:30 the remainder of the guest arrived.  They were served tea from a varied selection of Mangos, Vanillas and Greys and filled up on crab balls, quiche, lemon cake and ginger snaps.

After much laughter and chitter chatter we pretended to be girls again by coloring, cutting, pasting and creating our own paper dolls.  Each paper doll had its own name, costume and came with instructions that each woman had to follow.  Once the doll was created, she was brought to life by her creator.  Mysteriously, the doll each woman picked and created was a true reflection of her creator and complimented that individual.  It truly was divine!

The ladies said “we’re free, we don’t have anywhere else to be” Before we knew it, it was 9:00PM.  Where did the time go?  It flew by so quickly.

Our host wanted to make sure every woman had something special to take with them so she sent them out with their own paper doll and a trinket from a beautifully decorated gift basket.  There was something for every one.

Although we were in no hurry, the evening came to an end.  It was tea time, a divine time and we celebrated life and loved one another!  I was glad to be a part of this special occasion.  

Diane Jones 2/24/11

The host requested to become anonymous 3/1/11

Veronica Wright /Rancho Santa Margarita, CA/Deliverance (Kurrack):

As a child, Veronica Wright couldn’t possibly have known that her grandmother had been the head witch of a coven in California and her grandfather had served as a High Priest and had given his family line over to Satan in exchange for power. Just as her mother had been in line for the generational curses, Veronica was also to become a victim.

Veronica’s parents had tried to break away from the horrors of her mother’s past and began going to church. They wanted to appear as the perfect Christian family.  The curses, however, had not been broken and “secrecy” was the family motto.  Veronica was only six when the babysitter molested her 8 year old brother in 1971.  She cringed as he screamed! She and her older sister told their parents, but their concerns for their brother were ignored.  Her mom and dad famously justified their callous behavior with verses like the one in Philippines, “…forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead.” They believed counseling and prayer were not really necessary and everything difficult, evil or shameful should just be dropped and forgotten!

When Veronica was 11, the brother she loved began molesting her!  In confusion she assumed all big brothers did this to their sisters.  With no one to tell and no safe place to go, Veronica swallowed an entire bottle of her mother’s prescriptions.  When she didn’t die, she began pulling her hair out until she had bald spots. By 13 she felt she was losing her mind! Her brother relentlessly continued the abuse, and at the same time her mother targeted her with cruel insults and criticisms.  Again, she couldn’t know that her mother had been horribly raped as a child during a satanic ceremony and she was in the process of losing her own mind!

Even when Veronica was 18, her brother snuck into her room and sexually attacked her.  A fight ensued which scared him off, but after that she could never sleep soundly.  Often he would watch her sleep and wait for an opportunity.  By this time in her life she had started remembering other instances of sexual abuse from her past which had been hidden in her mind for the sake of sheer survival. 

In 1985, when Veronica was 20, she married a committed Christian from her church – Jerry Wright.  She knew he would keep her safe and she now wanted to really get to know her God. As she raised her four children, she studied the Scriptures and became a powerful Christian teacher. Often, she would speak to hundreds of women at various church retreats and assemblies about drawing closer to God.  In 2007, for the first time, she was asked to give her own testimony.  She panicked because all of her secrets were tucked away in little boxes in her mind. Then, as she delivered her carefully chosen stories she suddenly stumbled in her words when glimpses of even more horrifying memories flashed through her memory. “Why now, Lord?”  In the days that followed she cried uncontrollably and lost her grip on her life and her faith.  She felt as if she was unraveling at the seams!

Veronica’s condition threw her 23 year marriage into turmoil and she desperately sought the help of a Christian psychologist. With Dr. Storm’s questions, even more memories began to surface! The process of revealing was so painful!  When she told Dr. Storm about her cruel and secretive family, she also exposed the truth about her brother.  She soon found out that that what he did was not normal behavior!

Veronica’s husband knew nothing about the secrets of her past, so she had to find the courage to tell him.  She also needed to confront her brother about his actions.  That was even tougher!  They had remained close over the years.  In July of 2008 she invited him to one of her sessions and he sat across from her with a confident smile.  She was afraid he would deny his abuse.  To her amazement, he admitted to what he had done – and to him it was no big deal!  She went on to explain all the confusion and pain his inexorable sexual abuse had caused her, but he insisted that he felt no need to apologize.  He was a pillar in his church, yet he felt no repentance or sorrow!  Veronica asked if he would like his son to do the same to his daughter, and he gave no response.  When Veronica mentioned her mother’s coldness and cruelty towards her, his reply was, “Let mom be mom!”  Deeply shocked, Veronica found her “voice” and asked him to leave!

That July 8th Veronica drove to the ocean and cried out to the Father.  As she mourned, God’s presence filled the car and the revelation of God’s love for her permeated her soul.  Grief surrendered to hope as she felt the assurance that God wanted her free from the continued abuse and haunting memories!

Because of her brother’s lack of remorse, Dr. Storm began to probe deeper into the possibility of a generational curse. Now he pressed Veronica for more family details.  Veronica had found out about her grandparents’ satanic activity after she was married, and she was deeply ashamed.  Even as a strong Christian she had no idea what to do about it spiritually.  Dr. Storm gave Veronica and Jerry a tape series about breaking generational curses, and as a believing couple they prayed and asked the Father to show them how to break the power of the curse over their branch of the blood line.

As Veronica reflected back to the damage the curse had done to her entire family she realized that no one had gone unscathed:  Every woman in the family line had been sexually abused, beginning in childhood.  One of her uncles actually killed his two children.  Violence and cruelty reigned in all of the extended families as everyone dutifully kept their own vow of silence.  At least for Veronica, the sin had to be exposed and the curse had to be completely broken.

Dr. Storm then orchestrated a meeting with Veronica’s parents, brother and sister.  They were furious that she revealed the family secrets and claimed that Veronica was lying. They felt they needed no one’s help and denied all of the issues.  Veronica announced she was leaving because they refused to face the truth, and her mother cried out, “That’s not fair!  We’re not done with you yet!”

Through the fervent prayers and counseling that followed, complete and joyous deliverance did come!  Today Veronica is free from all the pain and poignant secrets of her past.  Satan was promised a family, but through the power and blood of the living Savior, and because of the authority given to believers, the chains from the past have been broken in her own family! Veronica has learned how to properly utilize the Word of God powerfully and effectively!  Today’s Veronica’s ministry has expanded because her book, Boxes of Secrets, and her personal experiences with God’s liberating power have allowed her to reach a new audience:  She reaches the captives with the message that Jesus Christ has come to set them free!

A few days ago I finished a book by Jonathan Daugherty called "Secrets."  I have to

admit, initially it was difficult for me to relate to some of the things he decribed in

his history.   He was "in the church" all of his life, yet he had very deep dark secrets.  I

tried to compare  his story with my own to gain a better frame of reference.  I could

relate to the fact that he was a child when his life was turned upside down by a trauma.

He did not ask for the effect the trauma had on him.  It made me angry and sympathetic

but I could not relate to his absolute secrecy and double life style for so many years. 

The obstacles I had, I found wer'e because I tried to relate from a "Christian"

perspective and I tried to relate from a woman's perspective.  Because I told someone

of my trauma early in my life and because I had too much respect for God even as a

young person to be a hypocrite I was irritated knowing that he went through the motions

for so long.  That was my problem and I find it to be so many  "Christian's" problem.  I

assure you I got over my problem by the time I finished reading his story.  When I got to

the part were his wife left him, he fell apart and God heard his cry, I could totally relate! 

I teared up, I rejoiced with him and I praised the Lord because I remembered my

own restoration experience.  As I reflected on this I was reminded of our frailties as

human beings, how we are lost without God and accepted anew the realitiy that I didn't

need to relate to everything he experienced.  What mattered most was that I like him,

came to realize how much I needed the Lord, how much the Lord loved me and

how absolute his grace is!  I am planning to purchase extra copies of this book to have

on hand and to keep in our library.  Women, you need to read this man's story.  I can

truely say Jonathan enlightened me about this "men's issue" and truely blessed my soul!

Men, I'm sure you will relate better than us, your counterparts.  Read and be blessed.

Minister Diane Jones.