Live Recording: Ministry Outreach, Resources and Academy Part 2 6-24-19

Diane continues with a book reading from The Story of Me- A Black Nurse and discusses the difficulties and benefits of life as a Christian in a secular workplace.

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Our Apologies: Regarding our show page links 6-17-2019

6-17-19 Our show page links are up an running.

6-17-19 Live Recording: All About Equipping the Saints Ministries, Outreach, Resources and Academy

6-24-17 Live Recording: TBA

 

 

 

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Our Apologies: Regarding our show page links 5-23-2019

Regarding our show page links:

We just discovered the information on our show page regarding several of our links is incorrect. We are working to correct this error.  The problem should be resolved soon.  In the meantime you can find the Equipping the Saints Face Book page at:https://www.facebook.com/Equipping-the-Saints-ministries-200004643403182

You can also find the link to It's getting better all the time at http;//www.igbatt.com

We are sorry for the confusion.

Min. Diane

 

 

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God Does Have A Dress Code 5-13-19

Live Recording: Tonight at 7:00 PM

What does the Bible have to say about God's dress code?  Does it matter how Christians dress? Is fashion a spriitual thing? These questions are answered from Genesis to the book of Revelation. This program tackles this topic.

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My People Are To Low 4-29-19

Why do believers in Christ conform to the ways of the world and yet profess to love him?

Why do they celebrate holidays like Easter and Halloween when those holidays are in direct opposition to the Christian life?

What does Easter have to do with Passover or Christ Resurrection?

Minister Diane asked the Lord these questions and delivers the answers she recieved from him.

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Oh the Blood of Jesus 4-21-19

What can wash away all sin?

Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

What can make me whole again?

Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Oh prescious is the flow, that makes me white as snow.

No other fountain I know.

Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

In honor of Passover, apply Jesus blood to the doors of your heart.

Celebrate the power of his resurrection by repenting and  becomming a new creature.

New life can be yours today 💥

 

 

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Tonight's show: Weighed in the Balance 4-15-19


4-15-19 Live recording, weighed in the balance and found wanting

God's enemies will be arrested, judged and destroyed. He will exact every account. Just stay in the battle.


 

 

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When Family Is Family 3-25-2019

Tonight's Encore will be in honor of Minister Diane's aunts passing:

Life can be Traumatic

When family is family, you don't need outside affirmation, love or attention....

Within family lies the frame work and foundation needed for learning how to navigate this thing called life....

Without it, the opposite is true....

Today my family lost it's last Matriarch...

She was truly a virtous woman...

She loved God...

She loved her husband for better and for worse.....

She didn't birth children but took in, loved and nurtured the abandoned and needy....

She extended that love to others like me and my siblings who were also abandoned....

She served her church and others every chance she got....

I thank God for the impact she had in my life. 

I will continue her legacy.......... 


Rest in the arms of the Lord Aunt Lizzy.

 

 

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Finding Justice in an Unjust World 3-11-19

Live Recording 3-11-19

Finding Justice in an Unjust World

Tonight Min. Diane provides an update and a word of encouragement concerning her battles to right the injustices done to her own people and other landowners of color in Texas and Louisiana.

Can one find justice in an unjust world?  What do you do when your'e down for the count and the odds have not gone in your favor?  Do you quit? Do you throw in the towel?  That all depends on who gave you the assignment or the task you are involved with. 

If God gave you the assignment, you must beleive he will see you through! He will exact every account in his own timing!

 

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Black History with Pamela Woods
Special Guest Pamela Woods about Black History 2-18-19

Live Recording: 2-18-19 Diane will be joined by family member and Special Guest Pamela Woods to discuss Black History.


February is recognized as Black History month in the U.S.  In reality every month should be dedicated to Black history not only in the U.S. but world wide if any recognition should to be given to Black History. Why? Because, the book of Genesis lets us know that mankind as we know it originated from Mesopotamic regions in the middle east, being Ethiopia,Egypt,Turkey, Syria, Iraq and Western Asia. Thats where the world was reformed and mankind was placed.  Everthing that every man, women, boy or girl has done since then originated from God through people of olive, caramel, beige, light, dark brown and Black People and later lighter, more pale aka White people .  At a certain point in history, God chose people (Isrealites) out of a group of people to be his people, not because of the color of their skin for all were people of color.  He chose a people to be his people that they could be examples to the world of his nature, his goodness and his righteaousness. In doing this, he made a distinction between the righteous and the unrighteous, the pagans and the holy not between the color of their skin.

It was only after mankind began to seek to overthrough God's rule by invading the heaven's that God confused mans language which caused them to seperate into races.  His original plan was that of unity.  He has the same desire today, but he has expanded his invitation to all people that he may have a people that will enjoy his blessings for ever and ever without end, meaning eternally.  

Because of mans rebellion, races were formed.  Because of the races, racism began.  Because of Racism, we have Black History Month in the U.S. 

It would be great if all men could love God, live for him and overcome the effects of thousands of years of sin and rebellion.  Sadly that is not going to happen.  To combat the effects of racism, we must live the life God has ordained for each of us individually.  All people come from Black people, some have lost their essence and color over time but figurativly speaking, Black men, women and children still make up the majority of human kind. 

We must encourage and enfluence all mankind to live peacably and holy until God puts down the rebellion of sin once and for all.  That will truly be a glorious day!

 

Minister Diane

 

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Praying Women 2-11-19

Live Show tonight: Praying Women

Minister Diane will be joined by women Childrens Ministry Leader, Cora Seyore and Mother Elnora Gatewood from her Women's Prayer Team Ministry. They will share information about themselves and talk about the power of prayer.

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Schedule for February 2019

2-4-19 Encore: The Bigger Picture 

A plea to God's people to carefully examine the events concerning the recent partial government shutdown and consider the bigger picture not the political or carnal view.


2-11-19: Live Recording


2-18-19:To Be Determined


2-25-19:To Be Determined 

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Being Anchored 1-14-19

Live Recording: Life continues, chaos continues. Be Anchored

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Hope and Healing 1-7-2019

Seasons change but the need for hope and healing will always remain. With life comes many changes, twist, winds and turns.  Some of these are good, some are bad and some are absolutley sad.

We face a new year but our focus will not change. This show is about life.  Life is but a vapor.  Who can know it?  It's here today and gone tomorrow.  Only what we do for Christ will matter.

This show is about love.  For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son that who ever believes in him should not perish but they shall have everlasting life.  Love is patient, kind, vaunteth not itself, is not easily provoked and it endures all things.  It is a two way street so if we love God we will keep his commandments. 

This show is about trauma.  The spirit of the Lord compells us to preach the gospel (good news). He has anointed us to preach the gospel to the poor; to heal the broken hearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised and to preach the year of the Lord.

If your life is a big question mark, you don't feel loved or you have experienced major trauma in your life, there is hope for you.

Tune in and find the hope and healing you need.

 

 

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Border Security 1-9-19

I missed the live address from President Trump last night so I looked up a transcript from his speech and watched some of the coverage and commentary given by CNN about his speech after the speech.  Big mistake.  I was disappointed that CNN's reporters were more interested in putting their spin on the issues than reporting both sides of the issues as conveyed from those more qualified to present the issues.  I did appreciate hearing the 2 representatives, one from Texas and one from California who gave their input about the border issues but don't think it's a reporters job to shape peoples opinions like Don Lemon and Anderson Cooper did.  I continued to read comments from the public on President Trumps Twitter and WSJ's Facebook comments so I could get a feel for the peoples responces and found that there are two views being expressed that greatly oppose each other.  I found that Trump has many supporters and the Democrats have some supporters.

That being said,

I was amazed at the negative feedback I read on the WSJ's Facebook comments as well as some of the feedback I've heard from people in my own community.

I ask these questions,

Did all pay attention to those who had hands on knowledge about the issues?

Did anyone hear the parts about sex trafficking, sexual assauts that happen enroute and the drugs that are being brought across the border?

Do all understand, Trump is trying to keep a campaign promise? If so, who do you think he's keeping that promise to? Answer, other Americans that voiced their concerns to him.

Why are people angry at "him" for wanting the wall as if he's the only one who wants the wall?

Why are people acting like America doesn't have any enemies or threats to our security?

Security is a national issue.  Regardless of who our enemies are and what the threats are, they are real!  As individuals, we wouldn't let strangers break into our own homes, weather they had children or not, regardless of their color or national origin, their purpose etc.  If they broke in, we'd treat them like intruders. Period. The opperative word concerning the border issue is "illegal".

The President doesn't advise himself. He has advisors who brief him on the issues. Some advise other answers to the problem than a wall, others advise him we need a wall.  Seems to me that both views have credibility.  Everyone should offer input that will help mediate both options i.e. build walls in sections that need walls, increase gaurds in sections that need it, implement the technology needed to detect the drugs, build the safe houses etc. not just spew criticism and insults. 

It's clear America has bigger problems than President Trump. It's called DIVISION.  We should be One Nation, Under God, INDIVISIBLE, with liberty and justice for All. That used to be our pledge of allegiance.

One fact is true: Americans are divided on the issue! A House divided can't stand! If Americans remain divided, we will be our own demise!

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Minister Diane  

 

 

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Messiah's Tribute 12-18-18

Show schedule:

December 24, 2018: Messiah's Tribute

December 31, 2018: Messiah's Tribute

This year is rapidly coming to an end, at least according to the Gregorian calendar it is.  The holiday season seems to be racing by.  First Thanksgiving, then Hanukkah, now the Nativity season is here. 

In spite of all the hussle and bussle that the world advocates, we encourage you to slow down, simplify your life and take time to reflect on the reason for this season.

To us a savior was born because the world needed a savior! Because mankind was separated from God. Except God's invitation for salvation this holiday season. Except Jesus as your Messiah.


Happy Nativity

From Chris and Diane

 

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Tis The Season for Deliverance 11-27-18

Recently I read an article in which the author pointed out how tough it is for families and interpersonal relationships around the Thanksgiving holiday.  I hadn't consiously made note of this observation as a general rule. I was aware that I had experienced great stresses and pressures leading up to the Thanksgiving holidays for the past several years. When reading the article, I realized that the stressors and opposition that many people face during this time of year is due to demonic activity in the atmosphere because Satan opposes anything to do with thanking God or family coming together.  What an eye opener. I hadn't noticed this opposition until moving to the east coast.  Considering the level of oppression and dysfunction I've observed during ministry since relocating to the east coast, this makes perfect sense to me now.

So, what hope can be offered to those who are dealing with family members who have behavior problems that are disruptive?  The answer, deliverance.

Counseling has its place, church attendance has its place but many are in need of good old fashioned deliverance from sin and demonic oppression or possession.  Thus the re airing of our series on Deliverance.

November 26, 2018 through December 17, 2018, we will air encores covering the process of Deliverance.

May you find peace and fulfillment through God's power to set captives free this holiday season.

Minister Diane

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Happy Thanksgiving Season 11-19-18

Thanksgiving is a very special time of year!

We are in a season of restoration and recouperation.  We look forward to more R&R this Thanksgiving Holiday.

Enjoy our encore "Seasons" tonight.

Remember to be grateful and thankfyul for all that God has done for you. 

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Out Reach Update Regarding Bethany Inc. 11-7-18

After three years of service, much effort, much prayer and counsel, Equipping the Saints Ministries has severed it's ties with Bethany Inc.

We'd like to say our time of service was fruitful and it was in many ways but we faced great opposition within the organization towards our message of sharing love, being respectful, team work, pointing participants in the direction of Christ and operating in a spirit of excellence and integrity.  These qualities are not an option for us when working for a Christian based organization.

The word of God instructs us to share the message of Christ with those who receive it and to shake the dust from our feet and depart from those who don't.

We parted peacably and all parties agreed it was time to part but we no longer endorse Bethany Inc. of Washington DC.

We at ETS are certain the Lord is pleased with the service we provided to Bethany so we are not in despair.

We will be taking time to rest and be rejuvinated for the next assignment the Lord has for us.

 

Keeping our listeners informed,


Minister Chris & Diane

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Encore Countless Answers to Prayer 10-29-18

Tonight's encore will be Countless Answers to Prayer

This show is intended to encourage our listeners to keep praying to God about all of your cares because he cares for you.

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Overcoming Sexual Abuse Is Crucial To A Society 9-29-18

I've been exremely busy and had not had the time to pay attention to all the media coverage of the Ford v Kavanaugh scandal.  Notice I said scandal for that is all this frenzy is, a scandal perpetuated by scandalous unrighteos people.  After talking with a brother of mine, I finally listened to both Ford and Kavanaughs opening speaches from the Senate Hearing last Thursday and found my self furious and unnerved.  My brother felt Kavanaugh should not be confirmed without further investigation of Fords allegations but I had not listened to any of the coverage so I didn't want to form an opion prematurely.

After listening to the speaches, I found myself passionately conveying the content of both speaches to my husband but also voiced my frustration that there was no righteous standard involved in the proceedings.  There was no common sense or wisdom being excersised in how Fords accusations were initially and presently being handled and viewed.  I chalked all of this up to confusion, straight up confusion and chaos.  That is what resullts from rebellion against Gods ways and standards, confusion.

Are these proceeding worthy of all the attention they have generated?  What is the motive?  As Judge Judy often says, if it looks like a duck, quacks like a duck, walks like a duck, it's a duck. This scandal is a duck.

I was surpised to learn that Judge Kavanaugh had already endured 31 hours of hearings, 65 senator meetings and answered 1200 written questions, not to mention he's been investigated by the FBI six seperate times over his career and been through two confirmation hearings before this one.  He was never accused of anything like this before and people are still calling for him to be "investigated" about events that alledgedly occurred thirty six years ago. 

My husband reminded

me of an example of true wisdom on display when King Solomon held a hearing regarding two women, both prostitutes, who had given birth to babies in the night.  One mother rolled over on her baby in her sleep and killed it.  She woke up and swithched the baby with the other mother while that mother slept too.  The next morning the other mother woke to find a dead baby next to her but knew it wasn't her baby.  Both mothers claimed the live baby was their own so they went before King Solomon to decide the matter.  King Solomon's approach was both simple and wise.  He ordered the baby be split in half and  each mother given a half of the baby sense they both claimed the child as theirs.  The real mother cried out no!  Let her have the baby!  The liar said yes, cut the baby in half!  Solomon flushed out the truth.  Wether she was the biological mom or not, the real mother did not want to see the child harmed. Solomon gave the baby to the "mother" that truly cared for it.

Oh God, where are the wise and prudent?  Where is the righteous standard?  Does it take 31 hours, 65 meetings, 1200 questions, seven investigations and three hearings to confirm anyone for any position? What does Gods word have to say about Fords behavior leading up to the alleged events and her present day accusations?

Deuteronomy 22 clearly defines moral and immoral sexual behavior according to Gods law.  Ford testified she didn't know how she got to the "house", she was drinking, she was apparently alone, no brothers, sisters or chaperone was with her, her parents would not have approved of her being there, yet she defied them and went to the unknown location.  If she was sexualy assaulted, she played a part in putting herself in that position.  She that was without sin should not cast any stones  especially 36 years later. If a woman or man is raped they must and will cry out, expose the rapist at the time of the event to receive justice.  If they refuse to do this, it is evidence that they were some how responsible or party to the circumstances. (Not referencing children who may be threatened or cleaverly seduced by pediphiles).

This scandal is only a reflection of how far our society has strayed from righteousness.

Righteousness exalts a nation.  Sin/rebellion against God  is a reproach upon any nation. Arise oh Lord.  Restore this nation to righteousness.

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Show Schedule For Rest of September 2018

Diane looks forward to recording live shows soon. Until then you can remain a part of Equipping the Saints Ministries by listening to previous podcast and checking our face book page for reports on our activities.

Chris and Diane are working with Bethany Inc. to host their upcoming 14th Annual Benefit to combat homelessness in Washington DC. During tonight's encore,Diane discusses that mission with the former Executive Director of Bethany Inc.

About Bethany

Founded in 1993, Bethany, Inc.'s mission has been to combat homelessness for families in Washington, D.C. In 2004, Bethany opened the doors of an eight-unit apartment building in Anacostia and later named it Good Hope House. Through 2016, Good Hope House provided transitional housing and support services for single mothers and children. Overall, Bethany has helped more than 80 families, including more than 150 children.

In 2016, Bethany began supporting homeless families in the Rapid Re-housing program, which provides families with short-term rental assistance and stabilization services. Many of the families we serve have difficulty qualifying for apartments in D.C. Some families strive to survive while overcoming psychological and physical disabilities, substance and alcohol abuse, domestic violence, and other traumas. All of our families are part of the cities most vulnerable who often have a difficult time meeting their families' financial and most basic needs.

Bethany continues to provide homeless families with housing and supportive services that prepare them for long-term sustainability and that promote the emotional and physical well-being of each family member. Bethany helps build stronger families so that they become better prepared to support themselves.


9-10-2018 Encore: Special guest Teresa Riddick about Bethany Inc.

9-17-2018 Encore: Speicial  guest Romika White, Words of Encouragement and Admonition

9-24-2018 Encore: Special guest Romika White, Be Encouraged

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Countless Answers to Prayer 8-6-18

Live Recording 8-6-2018: Countless Answers to Prayer

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Show Schedule For July 2018

July is a very busy time for us.  We are sorry we can't record live shows for our listeners.  You may still listen to any previously recorded show podcast.

July's schedule will consist of encores;

7.2.18 A Book Reading Part 4

7-9-18 A Book Reading Part 4

7-16-18 Encore of station choice

7-23-18 Encore of station choice

7-30-18 Encore of station choice

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Show Schedule For June 2018

June was a very busy time for us.  Sorry we weren't able to present live recordings for our listeners.

You can listen to any of the podcast previously aired.  June schedule consited of Encores:

6-4-18 Encore of station choice

6-11-18 A Book Reading from 12-9-13

6-18-18 A Book Reading Part 2 from 12-16-13

6-25-18 A Book Reading Part 3 from 1-14-13

 

 

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Show Schedule For May 2018 5-7-18

Show schedule for May 2018

5-7-18 Encore: Committed To The Cause 

5-14-18 Encore: Lets Talk About Sex Part 1

5-21-18 Encore: Lets Talk About Sex Part 2

5-28-18 Encore: Lets Talk About Sex Part 3

 

Millions of people are sexually abused each and every day.  Not Just by rapist, child molesters or pedophiles but by choice and through life style preferences.  

Who would enjoy being raped again and again?

Why is rape spiritual as well as physical?

Can a sex offender be healed form abusing other?

These shows are dedicated to those who desire to Overcome the Sexual Abuse that has effected their lives.

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No Cross No Crown 4-9-18

Live Recording: No Cross No Crown

Diane and Chris talk about their holiday celebration of Passover and Resurrection Day coupled with their reflections about the Cross in the life of believers.

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Happy Passover and Resurrection Week 3-26-18

Encore 3-26-18 He's Coming Back Who's Coming Back

 

Because he lives. We have hope. Because he lives I can face tomorrow. Apply the blood of Jesus Christ to the door of your heart. He will save you from your sins just like he saved the children of Israel from the death angel when they were in bondage to the Egyptians.  He delivered them and he can deliver you.

Without the shedding of his blood, there was no more remission of sin. Bullocks and burntofferrings were not enough. Only the precious blood of the lamb, God's only begotten son would do. He did it just for me and you!

If you believe in your heart that God raised Jesus from the dead and confess Jesus openly as your Lord and Savior.   YOU WILL BE SAVED. 

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Prayer Changes Things Part 3 2-26-2018

You have trauma in your life?  Prayer changes things.  You have concerns?  Prayer changes things!  

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Prayer Changes Things 1-8-2018

Live Recording:  Prayer changes things.  God hears his peoples' prayers. 

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December Schedule: 2017

Radio show schedule:


December 4th: Live,  60 years of Racism coming to an end


December 11th: Encore


December 18th:  Live: Conclusion, 60 years of Racism coming to an end


December 25: Encore Messiahs Tribute

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Special Guest Jim Keffer 11-20-17

The owner of Toginet Radio, joins Diane to share a miraculous story of hope.  His journey in life took him from a one room school with 7 kids and 8 grade levels to a college education to becoming a successful business man.  You may think somthing like this is impossible.  You may say it will never happen to me.  Jim offers hope from both spiritual and financial aspects of life. 

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This Months Schedule 11-6-17

11-2-17 Kimola Brown Lowe: Love, Life and Triumph


11- 6- 17 Expectations, completing series on Oil & Gas Compnay continues 60 years of racism


11-13-17 Encore


11-20-17 Jim Keffer: How God Works


11-27-17 Encore

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Kimola Brown Lowe Interview has been rescheduled due to technical difficulties 10-30-17
Special Guest Kimola Brown Lowe 10-30-17

10-30-17

Powerful, commanding, infectious, a woman of many talents.  Kimola Brown Lowe is a native of St. Ann Jamaica, wife, mother, psalmist and minister of the gospel.  Kimolas' passion is singing but her personal story is an inspiring, wonderful testament to the love and power of God.  She is an award winning, highly saught after soldier with powerful vocal ability that God has annointed to break yolks over peoples lives.

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Encore Anita Fizer's Story 10-23-17

Oil Company continues more than 60 years of racism. They drilled on their land, made millions from the land but paid pennies to the landowners.

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October Show Schedule 10-2-17

10-2-17 Encore tonight:  Glenda Walkers' Story 

 

10-16-17

Texas Oil company continues more than 60 years of racism  using Jim Crow type laws against BLACK Families in Louisiana.  "For three generations Samson Resources Corporation and/or it's offiliates has extracted millions of dollars worth of hydrocarbons and natural gas, not only from my property (located in Louisiana), but also from the other claimants properties that surround mine.  In the end and over all these years, only to have paid us "pennies on the dollar."  Anita Fizer's family is one of those families.

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Glenda Walker's Story 9-25-17

Diane shares Glenda Walker's story. Oil Company continues more than 60 years of racism,  Texas oil company cheats poor Black Family out of mineral royalties for years. God sees.  He will exact this account.

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Special Guest Calvin Williams 9-18-17

Racism reality. Jim Crow is still alive.  Calvin Williams shares his story and battle for justice against Racism.  An Oil and Gas Company by the name of Samson Resources 11 prolongs 68 years of Fraud,Theft and Misappropriation of Funds against the Seamster Heirs, a black family who owns land in Louisiana.

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Special Guest's Ted, Angela Payton Return 9-4-17

Show Schedule for September 2017


9-4-17 Ted, Angela Payton Return.Emphasis on Prophetic Ministry and Season of Breakthrough


9-11-17 Encore


9-18-17 Breaking News: Oil Company prolongs 60 years of racism against BLACK Landowners in Chapter 11 Bankruptcy case


9-25-17 Breaking News: Oil Company prolongs 60 years of racism against BLACK Landowners in Chaper 11 Bankruptcy Case

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Special Guest's Darryl, Kimberly Elliott 8-21-17

Equipping the Saints Ministries has recently partnered with Pastors, Darryl and Kimberly Elliott of Latter Rain World Outreach who's home base is in York, PA.  Darrly and Kimberly join Chris and Diane to share about their backgrounds and what God is doing through this union.  We are expecting a tremendous Latter Rain. 

 

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Hate is Murder 8-16-17

The Racism issue continues to rear it's ugly head and many are outraged by the recent events that happened in Charlottesville, Virginia.  Outrage is understandable however, many gag at a gnat but swallow a camel.  Why? Because Jesus said, whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him. John 3:15.  Many hate their mother's fathers, sisters, brothers, bosses, in-laws etc but are outraged that the KKK would commit such violent, blatant acts.  If you hate anyone, you are just as wicked as the KKK.  It's time for a change. 

 

A Good resource that speaks to the issue of Racism.  Available on this show page and at Authorhouse.com Amazon or your preferred vendor.

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Special Guest's Ted, Angela Payton 8-7-17

Live program:

Special guest, Ted and Angela Payton reside in Bowie MD.  They Pastor Grace Through Faith Worship Center.  They have recently been launched to stir up, nurture and equip God's people to hear and speak God's voice in preparation for the up-coming move of God.  They join Diane to say God Still Speaks.  Bringing words to encourage and say this is a season of Breakthrough!

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Great Things

God is doing great things and we are glad about it. Join us next month for live shows and special guest when we will share some of the great things God is doing with you.  Some have seen miracles.  Deliverance is taking place and we are excited to be apart of what God is doing.


August 7, 2017 will be Special Guest: Ted and Angela Payton


August 21, 2017 will be Special Guest Darryl and Kimberly Elliot


More information to come

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Special Guest Teresa Riddick Returns 6-5-17

6-19-17 Teresa Riddick will return for Part 2

Together Diane and Teresa combat the homeless situation in our nations capital.  

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Special Guest Teresa Riddick 5-25-17

Teresa Riddick will be our live guest on June 5, 2017. She is a native Washingtonian, Mother and Executive Director at Bethany Inc.  With a commitment to a life filled with compassion and care for others, Teresa believes that we lead by example and that we are directed to the places where we are needed most.  Because of her beliefs, Teresa has been very instrumental in her service to disadvantaged women and families in the Washington metropolitan area. Together Teresa and Diane hope to raise awareness of and combat the homeless situation in our nations capital.

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A Poem To My Love 4.15.17

My Resurrected Lord

I could search the heavens high and still find no one like you my Lord!

Who would love his father so much to obey him to death?

Who would love mankind enough to bare our burdens and sins?

Who would endure the cross to the very end, sufferring in silence and finally giving in?

Only my Lord possesses such love, only he, only him.

Who has redeemed me from poverty, rejection, the bondage of sin and shame? 

Only my Lord, only him.

When other's rejected, you we're my love until you brought me love and taught me love.

You are the lover of my soul.

I love you.

Keep me in thy bossom.

Keep me safe and warm.

Abide under your shadow, I will.

I love you Lord.

Happy Resurrection Day, my Resurrected Lord.

Me. Diane 4.15.17

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Miracles From God

Allison Romney was with us 4-3-17.  She returned to share some of the miracles God did in her life during a very dark and difficult time.  While she transitioned from the corporate world to farming, he performed miracle after miracle to show her this was his will for her life.  When she needed healing and confirmation of his love and presence in her life, he showed up and he showed up big. Listen to the podcast.

 

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Special Guest Allison Romney 3-21-17

Up Coming Show 4-3-17

Allison Romney to return 4-3-17

Author of A Day on the Farm, a true story of life on a sheep and alpaca farm through a season of dramatic change.  From the deepest, darkest, coldest days of a severe mid-western winter to the warm summer days that bring unexpected visitors.  You can experience the real-life happenings as told by a retired stockbroker who never dreamed she suddenly would be alone on a farm.  The shocking reason for her life change becomes the start  of an incredible faith journey where she learns firsthand about God's promises, his faithfulness and the miracles he provides.

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Special Guest Allison Romney 3-15-17

Up Coming Show 3-20-17

Special Guest, Allison Romney is a woman of God, mother and retired stockbroker and a new author of a powerful book "A Day on the Farm".  When Allison Romney decided to retire after a successful career as a stockbroker to help her husband run their farm, she never imagined she would be taking on another full time job.  She soon discovered that her husband was, and had been throughout their marriage, a sex addict, which eventually led to their divorce and her taking on full responsibility of the farm.  However,  Romney experienced several miracles through God that would change her life forever.  She found hope in a hopeless situation.

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Special Guest Tiffany Kologo 2-20-17

Tiffany Kologo returns. A veteran, wife and a Missionary who's story left us invigorated and hungry for more. What God joins together, let no one seperate. 

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Special Guest Tiffany Kologo 2-20-17

Tiffany Kologo returns. A veteran, wife and a Missionary who's story left us invigorated and hungry for more. What God joins together, let no one seperate. 

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Special Guest Tiffany Kologo 2-03-17

On 2-6-17 What God has joined together, let not man put asunder. 

Special guest Tiffany Kologo will be joining Diane to share her very compelling and powerful story of deliverance from dysfunctional and toxic relationships and how God brought her and her new husband together in an old fashioned biblical way.  Tiffany is a wife, military veteran and a Missionary and she loves the Lord. Originally from Little Rock, Arkansas she joined the Air force at 18 and began her travels around the world as well as spiritual travels.  She grew up in church, knew God and had a good foundation but faith was loosely practised at home.  As a result, in her teen years and early adult hood, she fell away from God.  In the military, she rededicated her life to God, met her first Missionary, got filled with the Holy Spirit and delivered, all events that God used in her life to begin her own pilgrim's progress to beginning her own family.

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Wheels of Change A Prophetic Word 1-30-17

Prophetic Illustration by Romika White

Live Recording 1-30-17: Wheels of Change

Life happens, swiftly it changes before our very eyes.  So it is as President Trump begins his term.  Were people really listening or paying attention?  I think not.  Just as they did not hear what was being declared when Barack Obama was running for office, they didn't hear what was being said when Donald Trump was campaigning. Now people are alarmed and distressed but these wheels were set in motion years before now.  Take heart.  The Wheels of Change will prosper and perfect God's people.  

 

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Special Guest Teryl Baker 1-11-17

Thank God for another year

Coming up 1/16/17:

Special Guest Teryl Baker is a wife, a mother, a Pastor and a new author of Knowing, Growing and Going With God, a daily devotional designed to help the reader get to know God better. Teryl became a licensed and ordained minister of the gospel in 1996 and has since served as a leader in the Kingdom of God.  For eleven years, Teryl along with her husband, pastored Abundant Life Family Church in Faifax, VA.  In September of 2017, she and her husband will plant Resurrection Life Family Church in the Virginia area.  One of her passions is to train young girls and inspire adult women to revere and serve the Lord as they fulfill God's purpose for their lives.  Teryl also serves as a mentor to females at the Fairfax County Adult Detention Center.  She is a warm loving person with a wonderful personality and a hug that lets you know she cares. She has three children, Kimberly 24, Kelly 22, and Kenneth with her husband of 28 years. make sure you tune in and tell a friend.

 

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A Mixed Bag 1-2-17

Encore: Loving One Another

 

A year has ended. A new one has begun according to our secular calandar.  According to the Jewish calandar we still have up till September before a new year begins.  2016 was so full of happenings and adventure I must sigh (inhale and exhale) as we continue switching gears at Equipping the Saints Ministries.  These events brought on our share of joy and pain so the past year has been a mixed bag for us.

As I look back on 2016 I recall one of the Prophetic Words I stumbled across last year which stated the Lord would be realigning his people and giving them new assignments.  That was so true for us and it was also true of others we know.

For us that has included completing a school of ministry, ending unfruitful relationships, partnering with Christ Chapel Mountain Top in Manassas Virginia, a new church and ministry, our increased responsibility and involvement with Bethany Inc., a non-profit business who's mission is to reduce homelessness in Washington DC by building stronger families as well as continuing our outreach efforts through Christopher's involvement with men's basketball and our involvement with this radio program although we had to reduce the amount of hours spent due to the extra committments mentioned. 

Now, more than ever we understand the importance of being pliable and moldable in God's hands and we know the new year will require more of the same.  With the realignment and new assignments, we realize one thing hasn't and will not change.  That is the need to Love God and Love One Another.

Thank you for listening last year.  We are expecting to resume broadcasting live shows soon.  We also pray you have been enriched by our program and we pray you will keep listening.

 

Enjoy tonight's Encore: Loving One Another

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Happy Nativity Happy Hannukah And First Noel 12-25-16

Please Enjoy our Encore presentations: Messiahs Tribute

12-19-16

12-26-16

01-02-17

Heark the herald angels sing. Glory to the new born king.  Peace on earth and mercy mild. God and sinners reconciled.  Joyful all ye nations rise. Join the triumph of the skies.  With angelic host proclaim. Christ was born in Bethlehem.

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Thanksgiving Extended 11-28-16

Enjoy our Encore: We Can't Live Without Love as we continue our Thanksgiving celebration.

 

We'd love to be live tonight but we continue our Thanksgiving celebration. 

Thursday, Thanksgiving day we made rounds and visited several homes of extended family.  The food was great and fit for a king and we completed the festivities with live music and songs of praise to our God.

Friday we continued our celebration sipping Pumpkin Spice Sparkling Cider, eating pumpkin bread and sweet potatoe pie and of course eating more food. My menu, Cornish Hens, Beef Rump Roast, Kale, Green Beans with Corn, Rolls, Creamed Potatoe Salad, Cranberry Sauce, Pickles and Olives and Sparkling Apple Cider. We watched two Star Wars movies (my families choice) and enjoyed the fireplace.

Saturday I finally cooked my Turkey with Dressing and we stayed up and watched the Cecil B DeMille's version of The Ten Commandments with family.

Sunday was a day of more good eating along with rest and relaxation.

Tonight wer'e enjoying the fireplace again and other event to be determined:)

Remember to say thank you to those who do nice things for you and remember to thank God for all he has done, is doing and will do in your life.

Happy Thanksgiving

 

 

 

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My Offering Of Thanksgiving 11-22-16

My Offering of Thanksgiving

Yesterday while in prayer with a sister in Christ,

The Lord began telling us to Teach his people to love him.

Teach them his ways and statutes.

And teach them to be thankful.

Are you thankful?

I am.

Today I remembered the instruction from yesterday and felt tearful because I feel the Lord is grieved  that his people are not thankful for all the good and great things he's done.  They want more and expect more. Sad.

Here's one story that reflects the attitude of so many:

And he entered into a certain village, there met him ten men that were lepers, which stood afar off: And they lifted up their voices, and said, Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.  And when he saw them, he said unto them, Go shew yourselves unto the priest.  And it came to pass, that, as they went, they were cleansed.  And one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, and with a load voice glorified God, And fell down on his face at his feet, giving him thanks:  And he was a Samaritan.  And Jesus answering said, were there not ten cleansed?  But where are the nine? There are not found that returned to give glory to God, save this stranger.  And he said unto him, Arise, go thy way: thy faith hath made thee whole.  Luke 17:12-19

Only one out of 10 returned to thank the Lord for what he'd done for them and he was not of the house of Israel.

Let this not be true of me Oh Lord.  I am so thankful for so many things I cannot recall them all but I will state a few things publicly today and through out the week.

I thank the Lord for the universe, heaven and earth, life, my life, his love, his son, his son's sacrifice for my sins, that you gave your son that all could be reconciled to you, that he gave his life for all, for salvation, hope, your word, the Holy Spirit, delivering me from an abusive childhood, delivering me from an abusive marriage, from death, blessing me with a sound mind, an education, a beautiful daughter, a wonderful new husband, a handsome good son, my first grandchild, many sons and daughters, becoming a nurse, the opportunity to serve you, several homes in my life, transportation, family, friends, teaching me, maturing me, restoring me, chastening me, guiding me, food, shelter, pain, suffering, victories, good times, bad times, protection from my enemies, peace, relationships, fellowship, experiences, more than I need, Grace, wisdom...

I could go on and on and on......

Make this season be about him, not about ball games or ourselves.  Sing songs to him and tell of his goodness!

We will be extending our Thanksgiving Celebration to December 1st. We invite you to join us.

With Love

Ministers

Christopher and Diane

 

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This Is A Day The Lord Has Made 11-8-16

This is a day the Lord has made.  Let us rejoice and be glad in this day.

In the US many will be voting for the next President of the United States.  In other parts of the world others are wrestling with other important,  life changing issues. I want to remind all that God is in control, he is the one who establishes kingdoms and tears them down.  Wether a kingdom is righteous or evil it's existence is permitted by God.

The beleivers life is not governed by these changes although it may be effected by these things. We are the salt of the earth,  however if the salt loses it's savour it is good for nothing. Many beleivers have conformed to the ways of the world and have lost the zest needed to effect real change in their communities.  I believe that is what has happened regarding today's election. 911 was a wake-up call and an opportunity for Americans to truly repent and turn their hearts to God. They did not. George Bush last term was a Grace period for the US and another opportunity for Americans to make changes. Ben Carsons campaign for the Presidency was also an opportunity for Americans to chose a more righteous path for America but Americans chose Barrabas and rejected the opportunity to really address Americas issues. 

That being said Americans overwhelmingly supported candidates that truly reflect their heart positions and character. Trump and Clinton are merely reflections of most Americans.  Like the children of Israel wanted a King, Americans wanted "change" under Obama and now they are left with the result of that change. Today's vote was decided in 2008.

Now Americans will truly need to humble themselves, pray, seek God's face, turn from wickedness so God can restore America to her rightful place of Greatness.

 

 

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Returning Guest Amira Birger AKA Savannah Sanders 9-26-16

To celebrate our 6th year Anniversary, we have reached out to some of our previous guest. We were able to reach Amira Birger and catch up with what she's been doing. When she was last with us, she shared her horrific story of being raped as a child, sex-trafficed, addicted to drugs and finally ended up homeless. Tune in to  learn what she's been doing since then.

 

 

 

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It's Our Anniversary

Woo Hoo! September 10th 2016 marked 6 years wev'e been on the air teaching,discussing, covering and expounding on issues of LIFE, LOVE and Trauma.

In honor of our Annivesary, we will play an Encore tonight from a previous Anniversary show.

Thank you for listening.

 

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Seasons 8.29.16

Live tonight: Seasons

The Sun (Greater Light), Moon (Lessor Light) and Stars (Lights) are given to differentiate Seasons, days, years, to provide light and for signs to mankind.  Natural Seasons serve as good reminders there will be Seasons in our lives too.

 

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We're Still Here 8-22-16

If you are like Diane and Chris, you've had alot going on in your life.  They certainly have had alot going on but they'r back on the air tonight.

We have a live show planned for tonight and a live one planned for next week, the Lord willing. Diane is still seeking the Lord about the topic but she's certain it will be relevant so tune in to hear what we come up with. A small hint, it might have something to do with "Family".

 

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A Needed Reminder 7-11-16

In light of the recent tragedies in LA, Minnesota and Dallas and the buzz concerning these shootings related to Race issues, we will be playing encores the remainder of this month.

Tonight: Racism Another Form of Abuse

7-18-16 What About Racism

7-25-16 What About Racism Part 2

 

We are praying for God's wisdom in this hour and reminding others to be slow to speak, slow to wrath and slow to anger.

Life and Death are in the power of the tongue.

We must speak only what the Holy Spirit of God is saying in this hour.

God has been calling this nation to repentence and this nation has not responded.

God has been calling his people-the Church, to humble herself, seek his face and turn from her wicked ways but ALL those that profess to be the Church have not responded but rather have defied God, corrupted the Church in various ways and weakened her.

God cares about every human being.  It's not to late.  If God's people return their hearts to God, seek his face and turn from their wicked ways, he is able to heal and restore our land.

 

If America repents and turns back to God he is able to mediate the damage America has done to herself and save her from impending destruction. If not, chaos and destruction will only increase.

../../stream/index.php?cmd=im.thumb&path=%7B0%7D/TheStoryOfMeABlackNurse.jpg&u=30065      My contribution to the Race issue: Available at www.Authorhouse.com

 

 

 

 

 

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Lot's of Buzz 6-27-16

Live Show tonight:

Lot's of buzz and happenings.  Don't get lost in the chaos and the confusion. Tune in tonight as Diane capitalizes on all the chatter abot the Orlando Shootings and more.

 

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Continuing Trends Regarding Sexual Abuse 5-30-16

Live Recording:

Transgender issues breed chaos and confusion. What to do????

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Technical Difficulties Resolved..5-20-16

We have several great shows in store for you:

 

5-23-16 Live Recording: Civil Disobedience

 

5-30-16 Live Recording: Continuing Trends Regarding Sexual Abuse

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Technical Difficulties 5-19-16

We are having technical difficulties. We will republish the interview with Pastor Jamie Morgan from 5-16-16 when the problem is resolved. Thanks for your patience.

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The Power Of God To Set Free Part 3 5-16-16

Live Recording:

A few weeks ago Diane interviewed Linda Italiano as Linda shared her powerful story of deliverance from alcohol addiction and same-sex attraction. During that interview Linda credited her Pastor, Jamie Morgan for sharing the truth about her lifestyle and God's power to set her free from her addictions.  Tonight, Pastor Jamie will join us to tell her side of this powerful story of transformation.

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The Power Of God To Set Free 4-25-15

Live Recording tonight at 7:00 PM EST

Diane shares a powerful story of how God set a woman free from alcohol addiction and same sex attractions.

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The Relevance Of Sexual Abuse 4-11-16

Live tonight at 7PM EST

Recently while praying, I asked the Lord a question.  The question came about because of difficulties and trials I've been involved in. The question: Should I continue the work related to this show? Is this work still relevant? The answer was immediate. Interestingly the answer was also a question. Is SEXUAL ABUSE still relevant?

Tonight's broadcast resumes our efforts to reach out to those whove been victimized by SEXUAL ABUSE and to increase public awareness of the prevelance and consequences of SEXUAL ABUSE.

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Realignment And New Assignments

March has been a challenging, stretching, grevious, changing month and it's not over yet. New things are on the horizon.  With new things and new seasons, come pruning.  With pruning we must abide in the Lord.  Keep us in your prayers as we complete the transition we are in.

Hope to renew recording live shows soon. 

In the mean time, enjoy the encores and share them with a friend.

Minister Diane

 

 

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It's All About Love 2-1-16

Tonight's Show is encore presentation in preparation for Valentine's Day.

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Encore due to Snow Storm Jonas 1-25-16

May you be safe and warm as some have suffered losses due to the snow storm. We pray tonight's encore will be a blessing.

ENCORE:A Challenging New Year 

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Till Death Do Us Part Part 2

Mr. Greg Fant, a retired military man, recent widower who loves the Lord, will be our returning guest.  He will continue sharing his true story of Love

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Happy Hanukkah Happy Nativity Happy First Noel and Happy New Year

Thanking God for many things this holiday season.  The end of 2015 is near and great things are in store for those that believe and trust in God. Let us not be weary in well doing for we shall reap a harvest of blessings if we faint not. 

We must continue to look to the hills from whence cometh our help.  Our help comes from the Lord.  He will not suffer our feet to be moved.

Mr. Gregory Fant will be returning as our guest January 4th 2016. Mr. Fant is a retired military man who recently lost his wife to illness.  He will continue to share his story of true love.

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Watch And Pray 12-12-15

Last Saturday night I dreamt about the UPS Uniform Alert that has been circulating for years. I wasn't aware of it till a young lady from our church text me about it several weeks ago. This alert warned people to be aware of suspicious packages being delivered by UPS because someone had purchased 3000 used UPS uniforms online. The concern was someone could easily pose as a UPS worker and infiltrate places they normally would not have access to to cause harm.

My husband and I researched the alert and learned it was not new but a reoccurring concern that had been investigated and deemed not to be valid.

Now this alert played over and over in my sleep till it woke me up. I prayed about it and tried to go back to sleep but could not so I got up and checked my front door for packages but found none. I returned to bed praying and the Lord brought a
scripture to my mind:

Matthew 26:41 Watch and pray that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit is willing the flesh is weak.

I felt the impact of this encounter so strongly that I shared this message this past Sunday in church. We opened our worship service holding hands in prayer and felt the presence of God very strongly in our prayer. As we prayed, we received word that an accident had occurred and later learned that God had protected the person involved in the accident and the event occurred at the very time we went into prayer.

I share this message today because I feel a stirring in the atmosphere. There is much evil activity going on. This is not a time to be busy and unaware but a time to be still.

WE MUST BE WATCHFUL AND WE MUST PRAY!

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Till Death Do Us Part 12-7-15

Mr. Greg Fant is retired from the Navy, currently works for the VA and recently became  widowed.  He will be a special guest on our radio program tonight.  He will be sharing his personal story of love and marriage. A true love story!

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Happy Thanksgiving 11-23-15

Please enjoy an encore presentation tonight titled Deliverance. In this encore we share some things we and our listeners are thankful for through song and discussion. 

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A Blast From The Past Part 2 10-5-15

A live recording:

Tune in to see what Chris has to say about spiritual warfare. Diane will continue sharing her personal story of sexual abuse, how it effected her personality and how she began to triumph over her abuse. 

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Blast From The Past 9-28-15

Live recording tonight at 7PM EST

Diane will do a book reading from The Story of Me to remind the public of the prevalence of sexual abuse and re emphasize her mission.

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Be Encouraged 9-21-15

Encore Presentation:

So much unrest, so much turmoil.  Let not your heart be troubled. God has a plan. Find safety in the ark. Tune in with special guest,  Pastor Romika White.

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Be Encouraged 9-21-15

Encore Presentation:

So much unrest, so much turmoil.  Let not your heart be troubled. God has a plan. Find safety in the ark. Tune in with special guest,  Pastor Romika White.

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Special Guest: Romika White 9-7-15

Wife, Mother, Pastor, Prophetic Voice,Romika White was with us last month to strengthen and encourage believers in Christ. She returns tonight to share more words of encouragement and provide direction for the future. 

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Show schedule for rest of August 2015

Encores are scheduled for 8-24-15 and 8-31-15. Words of Encouragement and Admonition will be repeated with special guest Romika White.

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Tonight's Show 8-10-15

Tune in @ 7PM EST

Pastor Romika White will be returning as our special guest.  She has a word of encouragement and words of admonition to share with those who are troubled by the Supreme Court Ruling concerning Same Sex Marriage. 

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Tonight's Show 8-3-15

Tune in at 7PM EST

Pastor Romika White will be returning as our special guest.  She has a word of encouragement and words of admonition to share with those who are troubled by the Supreme Court Ruling concerning Same Sex Marriage. 

 

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A Word of Encouragement and Admonition

Monday 27, 2015 @ 7PM EST

Pastor Romika White will be returning as our special guest.  She has a word of encouragement and words of admonition to share with those who are troubled by the Supreme Court Ruling concerning Same Sex Marriage. 

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Up-coming Workshop

We will be hosting our first Overcoming Sexual Abuse Workshop.

Sexual Abuse is a global issue with serious spiritual consequences. This workshop is designed to open up dialogue concerning this abuse from a spiritual perspective and to help the participant begin the healing process.

If you have been raped, molested, had sex outside of marriage, involved in pornography, prostitution, you need to be spiritually delivered and emotionally healed.

The workshop will be conducted by Minister Diane Jones, author of The Story of Me and women who've been in your shoes and understand the consequences sexual abuse.

Where: Bethany Inc. Good Hope House Program, 1715 
            V Street SE Washington DC #102

When: August 1, 2015

Time:12:00-4:00 PM

Admission is Free.  Donations will be accepted.

If interested RSVP at etsministriesinc@gmail.com. Must be 18 or older to attend. May bring a friend. If younger and interested, please contact us we can make special arrangements to meet your needs.

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Independence Day 2015

Thinking about our nation's true foundation, the time before government as we know it.   A time when people loved their neighbors, elders were worthy of respect and youth.  A time when I felt safe in the world in spite of the horrors I faced in my own house hold growing up.  A time when people knew right from wrong. Today we continue to grieve the loss of those precious days as a whole.  We know we can't live in the past.  We also know we have a personal responsibility to keep the values we hold dear alive.  We vow to do just that.  Our foundation is firm in our faith in God.  We will have no other God before him.  As for we and our house,  we will serve him.

We love our neighbors.

We honor our parents. 

We respect authority. 

We will continue to stand for what is right,  fast and pray for a Spiritual Awakening in this nation and a return to it's Godly Foundation.  

We will be celebrating what America stood for and joining others today at Celebrate America DC. 

May God Restore America.

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Absolutely Furious Tonight at 7PM EST 6-29-15

I am absolutely furious about the Supreme Courts decision regarding Same Sex Unions.  God does not recognize them as marriages, neither will I.

The Supreme Court is not Supreme in Gods' Kingdom. It has no spiritual authority.  It's jurisdiction is applicable to the Law of the land in the United States.  The Supreme Court cannot make good what God has called evil.  Christians should not honor this ruling in any way, we are commanded to obey the laws of the land until they oppose Gods commandments.

Furthermore, I am furious to know that our president stood before us and had the nerve, the audacity to sing Amazing Grace at the funeral of slain Pastor Clementa Pinckney, associated with the Charleston Church Shootings after his victory concerning the Federal legalization of Same Sex Unions. This is ABSOLUTE CONFUSION. The scriptures make it clear, one can not strattle the fence.  Believer's are to be hot or cold.  There is NO in between, yet he continues to manipulate this issue and portray himself as a believer.  This is absolutely DECEITFUL.   

Shame on  Emanuel African Methodist Episcopal Church for permitting this wolf in sheep's clothing to stand behind it's pulpit at such a time as this.  We denounce your actionsWe do not stand with you as representatives of God.  You are obviously a seeker friendly organization, not a house of God.  Believers in Christ are not obligated to obey any law that contradicts Gods' Law.  In fact we are commanded to abstain from sin in every way shape and form.  It is sinful to support sexual abuse and sexual perversion in any way.  The fact that our president condones this behavior speaks volumes about his spiritual condition.  The fact that churches like EAMEC praise and bow to his wicked agenda, speaks volumes about their spiritual condition.  Believer's are not to be partakers in any other mans sins.  Sexual perversion is confusion and it brings on more confusion.

Be reminded that God is not mocked. Every man/woman will reap what they sow.  It is better to serve Sin outright than to profess to be a Christian/Follower of Christ and be against him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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The Supreme Court is not the Supreme Court

This is a day that the Lord has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it knowing that he is in control.

Today the Supreme Court ruled in favor of Same Sex Marriage on a national level. We mourn this decision. There is no such thing as same sex marriage in the eyes of God. Regardless of the Supreme Courts decision on this matter, God is "Supreme". He ruled on this matter many years ago and he does not change.

There will rough times ahead for all Americans but know that God is with us, "his children", in this hour. You may be forced to declare your faith in him. Be bold concerning this should it happen.

At Equipping the Saints Ministries, God has called us to increase our fasting and praying, these are the weapons of our warfare. 

We will continue to war that his will to be done and that his kingdom will come. Amen.

 

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Charlston Deaths- Words of Exhortation 6-19-15

Yesterday I received a text from my daughter reporting "There was a shooting at a church in Charleston SC. 9 dead. One left by the suspect to be able to tell what happened. Just upsetting and heartbreaking. I couldn't respond, I was grocery shopping, had to wait till I was in my car to respond. Before I responded, I turned on the radio and heard Attorney Jay Sekulow talking about the shooting, next I heard Dr. Brown talking about it and began to get a clearer picture of what had occurred. 9 Christian, African American, men and women had been murdered in cold blood in a church, during a Bible Study. I was immediately troubled. I headed home and barely made it in my house, when my daughter called me on the phone. We began to discuss the details as we heard them to be. My daughter was very upset and emotional about the incident. I sympathized with her but reminded her of the examples we have concerning this type of violence in scripture.

I shared with her information from my study about Solomon's Temple, how he appointed men to guard the gates of the temple. 1Chronicles 9:22-27 (The men were called porters. 24 guard stations were manned in three shifts around the clock; 72 men were needed each week. This totaled 212 men. Their tour of duty lasted approximately every three weeks) ZKJ Study Bible. I went on to emphasize how, overtaking and capturing a cities temple or "Holy Place" was common in Biblical times. The temples were where the most valuable treasures were often kept. Conquering a cities place of worship, meant you conquered the city. I pointed these things out to educate her and let her know, serving God has always been a dangerous practice. This fact has been taken for granted in the US because American Christians have not faced much of this type of persecution and many American Christian churches have watered down the gospel, allowed the "church" to be infiltrated with Greek Organizations and Secret Societies like the Masonic Organizations, none of which have any place in God's house. This has weakened the "church" to it's very core. Many have taught their congregants that "church" is supposed to be a place of tranquility and peace in an effort to grow the church financially and numerically. One only needs to study the scriptures to learn the truth about these matters. Today I followed the news coverage, read articles about the deceased, and tears came to my eyes. My emotions were mixed with sorrow and anger. I became righteously indignant as I listened to the comments made by the presiding judge during the arraignment when he referred to the shooters family as victims and demanded that all recognize that fact, as others protested the high flying Confederate flag that waves from the capitol building in Charleston and as I spoke with locals concerning their plans to convene to discuss the issue at hand. After some reflection, I remembered a prophetic word I received and related information that I'd like to share with you.

5/27/09 Judgment, Deliverance, Day of Reckoning

There will be an eruption: Mt. Suvious, ash, smoke, lava, shall come forth. Will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. Will be a cry and a wailing as never before. My judgment is upon them. The day of reckoning is upon them. Exact, exact the accounts for ye have been weighed in the balance and come up short, lacking. What is this judgment? They will ask what evil has brought this wickedness upon us? You will tell them their sin, the sin of rape, incest against children, those sold in to sex slavery. It has come before me as a stench in my nostrils, a vile and putrid aroma. It's a stench to me and I will recompense every man according to his works shall be. MT. Suvious shall bring forth an eruption. it will be a cleansing of the land........We will go forth, reeking havoc on the enemy, tearing down strong holds and pulling down principalities from high places. I see us in the (spirit) like sticks of dynamite, blowing up the enemies camps in these areas........Governments, kingdoms of this world becoming his kingdoms..........Sensed restitution for African Americans due to history of slavery. God will use government to bring this about.

He has seen and known the evil. He is just, he will exact, he rains on the just and the unjust.

On 6/27/09 A guest on It's Supernatural, shared this revelation concerning Americas future; Earthquake in center of Country if it's leadership continues to put pressure on Israel to give up land and compromise with their enemies (Division).........More hardship- suggest stocking up on dry goods i.e. beans, rice, put away some money...........

On 5/23/15 I received a text from another relative reporting; Unofficially Obama has given us (Blacks) reparations. Read the UN "Rights of Indigenous People"

It is true, there has been ongoing unrest in the US concerning inequality and discrimination against African, Black Americans. Remember the children killed in the church during the civil rights movement, MLK's Mother was killed in church, MLK himself was murdered for righteousness sake. Remember the Rodney King uprising. Recently there has been unrest in Ferguson and Baltimore. It is equally true that people of God, prophets and such have been martyred through out history. What happened in Charleston is a reminder and a wake-up call to believer's today. Satan is doing what he's always done. He's trying to conquer!

Todays "churches" should resemble yesterdays. We should guard our sanctuaries the way they were guarded in past times. We need Godly men to take their rightful places physically and spiritually, to take shifts guarding protecting the work of God in each of us as well as our sanctuaries..

Remember God is just. He reminds me today of this and his promises. So I remind you as Gods people, we are engaged in spiritual warfare. We are to be spiritually minded, discerning, and prayerful. God doesn't allow anything to happen in the land that he doesn't first reveal to his Prophets. He forewarned of this "eruption/Division." Restoration comes at a price but God promises Deliverance and a Day of Reckoning to all who have been oppressed.

 

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The real deal concerning the Duggers tonight at 7PM EST 6-8-15

I became interested in the Duggar family years ago. I remember watching one of their shows in which Mrs. Duggar went shopping.  She took several of the older children with her. They had a system that greatly impressed me. After shopping, they put the groceries away in their food pantry. The pantry reminded me of being at my Granny's (Foster Mother) home. I loved looking into the pantry and seeing all the canned goods stacked neatly. It gave me a sense of security. I also appreciated the fact that the Duggar children were homeschooled and seemed wholesome and well adjusted. I watched in amazement, their story and I wondered if they were Christians. I was truly glad to learn that they are Christians.

The attack against the Duggar family is troubling. The accusations of hypocrisy, the belief that some hold that they should have revealed their families traumatic experience to the world when it happened or prior to accepting the offer to do the show 19 Kids and Counting and the 're-victimization of all of those who were affected by their struggle.

While the attack is troubling. It is also encouraging because the attack sheds more light on the prevalence of sexual abuse and the trauma it causes. The encouraging part of all this is, this family faced this problem head on. They did not deny it and hide it like most people do.  Reportedly, Josh confessed his issue to his parents. They exposed it to those who could help them. They got counseling. They reported it to the proper authorities. Most of all they prayed together, cried together and sought the Lord for help. The traumatic experience of sexual abuse infiltrating their family is a reality that many face.

We are not critical of the Diggers in any way. We are grateful to see their transparency,how God mended them individually and as a family and their willingness to be persecuted for righteousness sake.

All things work together for good to those that love the Lord, to those that are called according to his purpose.

If their season with TLC is over, that's ok. To every thing their is a season. I for one am anxious to see how God uses this "scandal" for his glory. 

 

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This month's schedule

June 1 2015

Encore: Same Sex Marriage

We were recently told that the Supreme Court is reviewing petitions to make Same Sex Marriage acceptable on the fedral level.  We are interrupting our usual pattern of playing the encore of the last live show so we may relay a Godly perspective concerning the matter of Same Sex Marriage. 

June 8th 2015 Live Recording; Topic to be determined

June 15th 2015 Encore Restoration Part 2 Special Guest: My Grandma, Jerrilene Robinson

June 22nd 2015 Live Recording Topic to be determined

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What's happening?

5.10.15 HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

5.11.15 Live Show: Restoration

5.18.15 Encore: Restoration

5.25.15 Live Show: Special Guest-My Grandmother Jerrilene Robinson sharing her stories

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Will You Marry Me

The marriage of all marriages. The wedding of all weddings and you are invited. Tune in for more information! 

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Love and Marriage 4-6-15

Tonight we will be live as we resume the series we started a while ago about Love and Marriage. Tune in to find out what virginity has to do with marriage. 

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Happy Passover Week and Happy Resurrection Day 4-5-15

Because he lives. We have hope. Because he lives I can face tomorrow. Apply the blood of Jesus Christ to the door of your heart. He will save you from your sins just like he saved the children of Israel from the death angel when they were in bondage to the Egyptians.  He delivered them and he can deliver you.

Without the shedding of his blood, there was no more remission of sin. Bullocks and burnt offerrings were not enough. Only the precious blood of the lamb, God's only begotten son would do. He did it just for me and you!

If you believe in your heart that God raised Jesus from the dead and confess Jesus openly as your Lord and Savior.   YOU WILL BE SAVED. 

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Happy Valentine's Day 2-14-15

God is the greatest lover of all loves. His love is deeper than any ocean and as imeasureable as the east is from the west. The two will never meet. His love has no limit. He loves you!

 

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Encore Presentation 1-26-15

What is Love?

Many don't know what love is. There is one true source to inform us of what love is and is not.  

We need more love today.

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What is Love 1-19-15
Upcoming Events

Encore: January 19th 2015

What is Love

 

Encore: January 26th 2015

Love and Marriage

 

Live Show: February 2nd 2015

 

Speaking Engagement:

Minister Diane Jones

Anacostia International Assembly of God

1716 V ST SE Washington DC 20020

February 8th 2015

11:00 AM EST 

Space is limited. For more info email us at etsministriesinc@gmail.com

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Happy New Year

Happy New Year. 

Join us live tonight as we review news headlines pertaining to life and trauma and resume our series on Love and Marriage

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Messiahs Tribute 2014

Tonight: Messiahs Tribute
A special celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ with music performed by Chris, Diane and friend, Shelton Foxworth.
Like many other things associated with Christianity, "Christmas" is a combination of pre-Christian, Christian and secular celebrations. The Christkind,Santa Clause, Reindeer, Stockings and Chimneys, Elves,Decorated trees, materialism and St. Nicholas  have nothing to do with the birth of Jesus the Christ. The name "Christmas" is a mixture of Christ and Mass as in Christianity and Catholicism.
12-17-14 Hanukkah
 
Hanuhhah, also known as the Feast of Dedication and The Festival of Lights, begins this week. In Bible study we reviewed the history of this celebration and found it continues to  be relevant today because this holiday is intended to celebrate another time when God delivered his people from oppression, when men of God resisted evil and restored the things of God to their rightful place in Gods temple. After the men of God freed themselves from bondage, rededicated the temple and all that was in it back to the service of God, God honored them with a miracle. He confirmed his approval of their actions by preserving the little bit of oil they had on hand to light the candlesticks in the temple. They did not have enough oil to keep the candles lit as required by God but God miraculously preserved the oil so it lasted eight days (until they were able to process more oil) We set aside this time of year to rededicate our temples/lives to God through our relationship with his son Jesus Christ. We know he will preserve us and keep our oil lit so we may be ready when Christ returns for us. May we continue to resist evil, serve God and live ready for the second coming of our Lord. Happy Hanukkah!

It is important that Christians worship God in spirit and in truth and not mix the profane with the holy.

Before the name "Christmas" was coined, the birth of Christ was celebrated as the Mid-Winter Feast, Nativity or Noel (First Birth). These names are more accurate to describe how and why we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ.

In the Gospel of Matthew we see that the birth of Christ was a time of reverence, worship, giving and receiving gifts. God gave his son to the world. Christ gave himself to the world. The wise men gave gifts to Christ in honor of his Kingship. Mary and Joseph received Jesus as Christ and so did the wise men.

Worship Christ in spirit and in truth. Remove the secularism from your worship. Give to others in pureness of heart. Receive Christ as your savior.

Celebrate, reverence, worship and honor Christ the Messiah this season and every day of your life and he will give you salvation and abundant life.

Happy Nativity & Happy Noel

 

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We Can't Live Without Love 12-1-14

We continue our series on Love and Marriage. Tonight Minister Diane explains why We Can't Live Without Love.

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Happy Thanksgiving

Encore: 11-24-14

As a society, we have so much we should thank God for. Diane shares some of the things she and her listeners are thankful for.

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LOVE 11-17-2014

Live Show tonight: 

News headlines depict the troubles of this world. Unrest is everywhere.  There is a power greater than the troubles we see and the unrest combined.

That power is LOVE. That power is God. That power is the LOVE of God.

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Encore: Love and Marriage Series It's All About Love 11-10-14

DEATH OF A GENERAL

We mourn the death of a great General of the Faith and the Gospel of Jesus Christ, the death of his wife and the death's of all who died in the plane crash that ended his life.

We Beleive this man of God fought a good fight and finished his course.

Although we mourn, we rejoice knowing, according to God's word, to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. 

Chris and I were greatly impacted by his service and ministry to the Lord over the years. We will miss him dearly.

Our deepest sympathy and prayers go out to the surviving family members and all those impacted by this loss.

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It's All About LOVE 11-3-14

A new series begins: Love & Marriage

Live recording tonight @ 7PM EST: It's All About Love

Being in Love is beautiful, it's intoxicating and it's sustaining. Diane and Chris share how they love and why they love. 

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It's our Anniversary- About Equipping the Saints Ministries

Live Recording tonight 10-20-14

Celebrating four years on the air. Diane tells the ETS story, why,how ETS was birthed and what the Lord has Minister Chris and Diane doing now.

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It's our Anniversary Part 2

We continue our celebration of being on the air for 4 years. Chris and Diane share their personal stories, how they came to know the Lord, began Equipping The Saints Ministries and  more.

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It's our Anniversary Part 2 10-6-14

Tonight at 7:00PM EST

We continue our celebration of being on the air for 4 years. Chris and Diane share their personal stories, how they came to know the Lord, began Equipping The Saints Ministries and  more.

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It's Our 4 Year Anniversary

Tonight we are celebrating four years of being on the air. We will be reviewing highlights from the last for years. Please call in to wish us Happy Anniversary. You may support this program using the donate button on our show page.

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What About Racism Part 5 8-25-14

Minister Diane continues this series in an attempt to combat racism. By reviewing headlines, including coverage of the Michael Brown shooting, she deals with the effects and the trauma racism causes.

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Community Outreach Event

ALL HANDS ON DECK FOR CHRIST

Chris and Diane  along with several others will be ministering in music and song at a community outreach event in Washington DC

Where: Anacostia International Assembly of God 1716 V ST SE Washington DC 20020

When: Saturday 8-16-14

Time: 1:PM

This is an outdoor event hosted by Anacostia International Assembly of God. Please come. All are welcome.

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What about Racism Part 4 8-11-14

7PM EST

Tonight's program will include discussion about the trauma of Racism, reasons for Racism and world highlights and news related to Racism. Call us with your story 866-404-6519.

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Tonight's Show Encore Presentation

7-21-14 Encore Presentation

Word from the Lord:

The weapons of our warfare are not carnal, they are mighty and powerful to the tearing down of strong holds. When the enemy comes in like a flood the spirit of the Lord lifts up a standard against him. Submit yourself to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you.  Amen.

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Show Schedule for the month of July 2014

7-14-14 Encore Presentation 

A word given to Minister Diane on 7-1-14  for God's people:

The Lord says to his people

I am the way the truth and the light. No man cometh to the Father but by me. Him/ he that cometh any other way is a thief and a robber.

Ye did run well, who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?  This persuasion cometh not from him that called you.

Be not deceived. God is not mocked. Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.

Say not to thyself, today I will go here and tomorrow I will go there, rather say, if it's the Lord will, I will go hither or there.

It's reaping time. They will not be able to choose as they have chosen. Circumstances will chose for them what they can and cannot do.

It's reaping time

It's reaping time

Webster's Reap #1 to cut grain with a Scythe, reaper 2. to gather a harvest  3. to obtain as the rewards of action etc.

Scripture reference John 15:1,2 and 5

Some are going to be cut down/ taken away others will be purged /pruned so they can bring forth more fruit. If you abide in Jesus Christ, you will bring forth much fruit.

 

A word given to one of our Ministry partners 7-1-14 shared with her permission:

Word of Encouragement and Strategy given May 2012

How you think, ye even allow, permit yourself to think in this hour, shall be your outcome. 

Fear deafens your ears to hear what the Spirit of the Lord is saying. You must act in and on FAITH in this hour and not by physical means of sight. Fear will keep you from seeing and hearing correctly in the spirit realm. Fear and doubt and unbelief will keep you from hearing and seeing correctly.

Hearken says the Lord of Host

 

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What about Racism Part 3 6-9-14

Tonight at 7PM EST

What does the Bible say about Racism and Races? Doe's God discriminate? Is God a Racist?

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Coming up: What about Racism Part 3 7PM EST

On 6-9-14 at 7PM EST Chris and Diane continue to discuss racism, what it looks like and it's effects from a biblical and spiritual perspective.

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Encore Presentation What about Racism Part 2 6-2-14 7PM EST
What about Racism Part 2 5-26-14

What about Racism? Many people say it doesn't exist anymore. It's not like it used to be. Others ask, what's the big deal? Why can't "they" get over it? Many who profess Christianity are bound by racism. We continue to address racism and the trauma it causes.

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What about Racism? 5-19-14

What about Racism? Some say it doesn't exist anymore. It's not like it used to be. Others ask what's the big deal? Why can't "they" get over it? Last show we began talking about racism and the trauma it causes. We will continue to address this issue as another form of abuse. Tune in tonight @ 7 PM EST.

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Racism Another Form of Abuse 5-5-14

Diane has been waiting for the right time to tackle the subject of Racism as it relates to Trauma,Abuse and Sin. In light of the current news concerning Donald Sterling, an owner of an NBA team, regarding his racist remarks and attitude toward blacks and hispanics, now seems to be as good a time as any. Like most of her shows, Diane  address's this subject using news headlines and insight from her book The Story of Me a Black Nurse.

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He's Coming Back. Who's Coming Back 4-21-14

Tonight's show is an Encore presentation in honor of Palm Sunday, Passover and Resurrection Day.

 

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One Week

Palm Sunday, Passover & Resurrection Day

Palm Sunday, Jesus entered Jerusalem riding on a donkey.  The crowds cheered for him and praised him, laying palm branches at his feet for he had done many great miracles in the region. He healed the sick, cast out devils, thus delivering many from torment and affliction and preached salvation.

It is beleived, between Wednesday and Thursday at sundown Jesus sat down to celebrate Passover with his disciples.

Passover was a live and vibrant time of year.  Spring was in the air. All things became new and Passover commemorated glorious, miraculous events when God the Father The Great "I AM" defeated the Egyptians and their armies who'd enslaved and oppressed the children of Israel for hundreds of years in the past. As a sign that they believed God and as a symbol of what would be, God commanded the Israelis to slay a lamb and paint the doorpost of their homes with the lambs blood. Obeying Gods command provided protection during the final plague of death that came to the Egyptians who despised God and oppressed his people. The Lord God promised, when I see the blood, I will pass over you so the plague will not destroy you. It was during the dreadful, frightful night of the plague that God instituted the Feast of the Passover.  It would be a reminder for years to come of Gods awesome love, forgiveness, power and ability to restore. Just as the lamb was slain during that first pass over night, the Lamb of God was about to be slain.

During the Lords celebration of Passover, he revealed to those present, the time had come for him to be betrayed, for him to fulfill his mission, that he would be killed so others may live. As they struggled with this news, he let them know, through his death, they would live, others would live, have relationship with the Father again and that he would return from the dead, thus he would conquer death,Hell and the grave. Within hours he was betrayed by one of his own disciples. He was arrested and tortured. By Friday morning he was brutally slain as foretold by him and other prophets before him.

Once slain, Jesus left his natural body,descended into Hell, lead captivity captive, took the keys of Hell and the grave and freed all those that had died before him who belived in God. Oh death, where is your sting? Oh grave, where is your victory?

On the third day, Jesus re-entered his body and was Resurrected.  He miraculously came back to life. He revealed his self to many people, including his disciples and let them know he'd completed his mission.

What a conqueror, what a victory! There's nobody like him! In one weeks time he was celebrated, betrayed and was slain, Yet he CONQUERED ALL.

Palm Sunday 4/13/14.....Passover began 4/14/14.....Resurrection Day 4/20/14.....Passover ends 4/22/14

 

 

 

 

 

 

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A Book Reading of The Story of Me 04-07-14

4-7-14

A Biblical perspective about children being born out of marriage, the "Bathroom Bill" which will allow males to use female bathroom facilities, the rise in the occurance of sexual assaults in the military armed forces followed by a book reading from The Story of Me by Diane Jones

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This week on our program 03-24-14

Monday 3-24-14

Fasting & Praying:

We are calling women of God to join us in fasting and praying so we may see breakthrough in major areas of our personal lives and ministries. The Fast began today and will continue thru to Wednesday 3-26-14. Fast and pray as the Lord leads.

Tonight's Special Guest:

Dr. Johnnie McFadden will be our returning guest. We will be discussing the importance of Forgiveness as it relates to deliverance (being set free) from the strong hold that trauma can cause in ones life.

 

To Donate: If you believe in the work we are doing,feel free to support the work. To donate see our PayPal button on this show page

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A Time of Refreshing

3-22-14 A Time of Refreshing

You are invited to join our Women's Conference Call for a time of refreshing.  This call has been established to support and encourage women we know are dealing with struggles of some kind.

Please join us Saturday 3-22-14 @ 9AM EST by calling 424-203-8400 Access Code 26305#


3-24-14 thru 3-26-14 Fasting and Prayer

I am calling women of God to fast on these days. Several women have called who are experiencing great trials and need help. Please Join us to fast and pray for their breakthrough

 

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Encore: Calling the Called 3-17-14

A program to encourage the people of God to use their gifts and talents for the the kingdom of God.

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Calling The Called 3-10-14

Tonight we issue a call to those who believe they are supposed to work in ministry/service for God in some way.

In addition to the Out Reach we provide concerning Sexual Abuse, Equipping the Saints Ministries is committed to equipping the people of God to do the things they are called to do with confidence and boldness.

ETS provides courses in Spiritual Warfare, Prophetic Ministry, Dreams & Visions, Miracles & Healing and much more.

For more info check out Equipping the Saints Ministries on Face Book via the link on this page and tune in tonight.

 

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This week on our program 03-03-14

03-03-14

Encore: Dr. Johnnie McFadden and partner in ministry, Carrie McFadden discuss their passion, insight,work and plans to combat sexual violence against children. See article from 2-24-14

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This week on our program 2-24-14

2-24-14

Live broadcast:

Dr. Johnnie McFadden returns with partner Carrie McFadden both with Quntwarica Prophetic and Healing Ministry, to discuss their passion, insight and plans to combat sexual violence against children.

Dr. Johnnie McFadden is the founder of Quntwarica Prophetic and Healing Ministry in South Carolina. She is a wife, mother and grandmother. She is a social Work graduate of Morris College; holds a Master of Divinity from the International Theological Seminary and has earned a Doctor of Ministry degree. She has authored two child sexual assault educational books and has traveled throughout the US providing educational outreach to children and families.

Carrie McFadden is a Child Sexual Assault Director at Quntwarica, was formerly a Day Care Director of children 3 to 5 years of age.  Collectively she has over 32 years of experience working with children and calls herself a Child Advocate.

Quntwarica provides sexual assault education through outreaches such as Man Up (manhood training), Community Life (Health and Wellness initiative), Reach One (Community service projects), School of Ministry Leadership and Service (enrichment and educational training and more to vulnerable populations.

To contact Quntwarica call 803-565-2121. Email them at Quntwarica@yahoo.com or write to them at PO Box 3428 Sumter South Carolina 29151

 

 

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Next week on our program

Monday 2-17-14 @ 7:00 PM EST

Encore show: Special Guest Dr. Johnnie McFadden. Tune in as she shares her insight, passion and experience related to preventing child sexual abuse.


Saturday 2-22-14 @ 6:00 PM EST

I received an E Blast from Christian World Links about a women's conference addressed to "Women on the Front Lines". I felt a witness in my spirit that I should attend this conference. I was not familiar with the church hosting the conference so I felt I should at least speak with the leading lady, the woman responsible for the women that would attend.  The scripture tells us to know those that labor among us.  I was glad when she returned my call.  The witness in my spirit was reaffirmed in the brief moments that we spoke.  she was warm, open and friendly.  Thank you Pastor Joy Grant of New Life Opne Bible Church in Springfield Virginia, for being a wonderful host and a committed woman of God. 

I attended the conference from Feburary 14th thru the 16th.  It was truly a blessing to my soul. I was affirmed, confirmed and inspired in ways that only God can do. We received a Rhema word from the Lord!

I will be sharing what the Lord is saying to women in this hour with those who want to know, this Saturday the 22nd @ 6:00 PM EST via conference call. To join us call 424-203-8400 access code 263053#

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Special Guest Dr. Johnnie McFadden 2-10-14 @ 7 PM EST

A live broadcast

Diane Jones teams up with Dr. Johnnie McFaddin, a Pastor and founder of Quntwarica Prophetic and Healing Ministry in South Carolina to combat sexual abuse and violence against children.

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A Book Reading from The Story Of Me 02-03-14

Encore Show

Reading from The Story of Me, Diane Jones shares the realities of sexual abuse. Growing up in environments with pimps,prostitutes,alcohol and mental illness only set her up for being sexually abused as a young girl.

Broken homes, homes where values are not taught or lived, where drugs are consumed and where God is not it's center are also environments where sexual abuse is promoted.  

This show is about increasing awareness of Sexual Abuse and reaching out to victims of Sexual Abuse to offer hope and healing.

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A Book Reading from The Story Of Me Part-4 1-27-14

Live Tonight

Reading fromThe Story of Me, Diane Jones shares the realities of sexaul abuse. Growing up in environments with pimps, prostitutes, alcohol and mental illness only set her up for being sexually abused as a young girl.

Broken homes, homes where values are not being taught or lived, where drugs are consumed and where God is not it's center are also environments where sexual abuse is promoted.

Available on this show page: www.authorhouse.com

This show is about increasing awareness of Sexual Abuse and reaching out to victims of Sexual Abuse to offer healing.

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Giving God The Praise 1-13-14

I sincerely hope all our listeners, especially believers, enjoyed the Nativity Season, Hannukah, and the secular New Year festivities.

As is true to life, Chris and I had a mix of joyous and sorrowful (stressful) things we had to deal with this past season.  We were attacked by a spirit of infirmity which resulted in Chris having surgery and we were attacked by a Jezebel (witchcraft) spirit that sought to intimidate us, divide us, make us fearful, and cause us to make hasty decisions about Chris's treament plan.

I am so glad that because of Jesus Christ birth, death and ressurection, we were able to stand our ground and come through our ordeal victoriously and we are back on the air to continue our work.

Tonight we continue our book reading from "The Story of Me" a story about a woman who lived through the terror of incest and overcame the devastation that comes with such a trauma and we highlight the writings of one of our former guest, Dr. Gregory Reid concerning "Survivors" of Abuse www.gregoryreid.com/a-survivors-heart/ 

 

 

 

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A Study of Christmas

 Like many other things associated with Christianity, "Christmas" is a combination of pre-Christian, Christian and secular celebrations. The Christkind,Santa Clause, Reindeer, Stockings and Chimneys, Elves,Decorated trees, materialism and St. Nicholas  have nothing to do with the birth of Jesus the Christ. The name "Christmas" is a mixture of Christ and Mass as in Christianity and Catholicism.

It is important that Christians worship God in spirit and in truth and not mix the profane with the holy.

Before the name "Christmas" was coined, the birth of Christ was celebrated as the Mid-Winter Feast, Nativity or Noel (First Birth). These names are more accurate to describe how and why we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ.

In the Gospel of Matthew we see that the birth of Christ was a time of reverence, worship, giving and receiving gifts. God gave his son to the world. Christ gave himself to the world. The wise men gave gifts to Christ in honor of his Kingship. Mary and Joseph received Jesus as Christ and so did the wise men.

Worship Christ in spirit and in truth. Remove the secularism from your worship. Give to others in pureness of heart. Receive Christ as your savior.

Celebrate, reverence, worship and honor Christ the Messiah this season and every day of your life and he will give you salvation and abundant life.

Happy Nativity & Happy Noel

From Chris & Diane

We will be playing encores Dec. 21st thru Jan. 3rd

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A Book reading of The Story of Me by Diane Jones 12-16-13

Reading fromThe Story of Me, Diane shares the realities of sexaul abuse. Growing up in environments with pimps, prostitutes, alcohol and mental illness only set her up for being sexually abused as a young girl. 

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A Book Reading The Story of Me 12.9.13

Tonight at 7:00PM EST A Book reading by Diane Jones from The Story of Me.

If you have loved, been rejected, divorced, had your dreams stolen from you, been used, abused, molested, raped, a victim of incest, you may find yourself in Diane Jones story.  Her story is not just another sad story, it is one of victory and offers hope to anyone who has been a victim of trauma.  

The Story of Me a must have book for your personal collection. Purchase yours now at: www.authorhouse.com/dianejones/thestoryofme.  You can also order your copy directly from our show page.

 

 

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Male:               In its quest to provide an open forum for discussion of controversial issues, this station allows hosts and their guests to express themselves without any significant censorship.  You're advised that any views expressed by the hosts or their guests are not necessarily the views of Togi Entertainment or its partners.

Music:             I am free.  Thank God, I am free.  I am free.

Male:               This is I'm Not The Woman I Used To Be—I'm Free, with Minister Diane Jones.  Ladies, this is the show that’s here to give you stories of hope and healing from someone who has been there, someone who has fought back from the horrors of incest.  Minister Diane's innocence was stolen from her in the land of alcoholism and mental illness, which led to her being emotionally, physically, and sexually abused by her parents.  Yet in spite of the trauma of her early years, she went on to become a successful wife, mother, Registered Nurse and Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  Plus, she is a virtuous woman who can help you find that woman in your life.

                        Don’t let the weight of this world or things that happened to you control your life.  This is I'm Not The Woman I Used To Be—I'm Free, on TogiNet.  And now, here is your host, Minister Diane Jones.

Diane:              Hey, people.  Hello, hello, hello, and happy Monday to you.  I am so excited to be on the air tonight.  I hope you feel my excitement and I hope it catches on.  This is going to be a good show.  I'm telling you now, this is going to be a good show.  I'm smiling from ear to ear, because this is going to be different for me.  This is going to be different for us tonight on our show.  Mostly … If you've been listening, you know that mostly we talk about sexual abuse on this show, the abuse of sex, the residual of it and negative after-effects of it and what it causes.  But tonight, I'm going to talk about the beauty, that’s right, the beauty of the pleasure of the intoxication of sex and sexual relationships God's way.

                        Sometimes it's just great and it's more pleasurable and it's actually easier to talk about the goodness of God than to have to always talk about the hurtful, negative and ugly things in this world because of God's enemy, Satan, Lucifer, because of the war that he is waiting against the Creator.  So I was praying about what to do tonight and the Lord just dropped that in my spirit and He said, "Let's about sex."  Of course, because I'm a minister, we're going to talk about it God's way.  We're going to talk about it from a biblical, scriptural perspective.  My approach is probably going to be a little bit odd or perhaps unique, but if you just stick with me, I think if nothing else it's going to be interesting, but at the extent I think it's going to be a great show, okay?

                        So get ready. I'm ready.  I'm sipping my tea as usual.  I know Sabrina was going to … if she would’ve had a chance, she probably would ask me, "What kind of tea are you drinking tonight?"  I'm sipping my tea and I am drinking a combination.  I decided to be creative so I put my rosehips and hibiscus flowers in with my orange blossom.  I think that’s what it was, orange blossom or orange spice.  That’s what it was, orange spice.  I put them in together to see what I would come up with and I am sipping my tea from a cup that my love gave me.

                        Hey, Love.  My LOML, Mr. Christopher, are you there on the air with me?

Christopher:    Yes, I am.  Hello.

Diane:              Hey, Handsome.  How are you?

Christopher:    Just wonderful, Gorgeous.  How are you?

Diane:              Oh, I'm real good now.  I thought I was good, but I'm real good now that I get to hear your voice, hey.  Be still, my heart.  Are you excited about this show?

Christopher:    Absolutely, my dear.

Diane:              Absolutely.  Well, like I said, people, my approach, I'm going to approach this from, I guess, you could say maybe, like in theory first, a theoretical approach or may be a lecture type of approach, because I'm going to start with some definitions.  In my profession, I am a nurse and I did a lot of nurse education over the years, and so consequently I love to study and I love to break down words and I love to get understanding and just analyze and put things together, so I'm going to give you some definitions.

                        The word "sex," as we know it in the English language, the word "sex" itself is not in Scripture.  It's not in the Bible.  Of course, I already knew that.  I don’t know if some of you out there may not know that or may not have even wondered that, but the word "sex" is not in Scripture.  What I did was I looked in the Bible.  Just for the sake of it, I looked in my Strong's Concordance, because that’s a wonderful book and it's a wonderful tool that will tell you pretty much every word that’s in the Bible.  I looked in there just for the fun of it, to see if that word would be listed in there, and it was not, but it did give me references.  It did give me references for the use of the word, and it gave it to me under several categories.

                        One was sexes, s-e-x-e-s; sexes.  The other was sexual love. Sexual perversions,  oh, we ain't going to go there tonight.  We are not going to go there tonight, because we have spent so much time on that.  Unfortunately, we're going to have to spend more time on it moving forward, but tonight we are not going to talk about the negative.  We are going to talk about the beautiful, the good stuff, sexual love and sexes, the word "sex."  So, I saw that there were several categories mentioned in the Strong's.  I'm like, "Okay, good.  I have some place to start with on this."  What I chose to do is go to the Webster's first so that I could compare, so that I can get the English derivative and what we understand in the English language and then bring up the rear, as they say, with the Bible and with the Biblical references, and I just thought it was wonderful.

                        Here we go, here we go, here we go.  In the Webster's, I was surprised to see that all the words that related to the definition of sex defined it in a male and female perspective.  I shouldn't say I was surprised, but I was surprised.  You hear so much about other things until you just go, "Oh, wow.  This is cool to see this in here."  The Webster's gave the definition in terms of male and female perspective.  None of them define the terms as relating to an alternate category or lifestyle, but I said I wasn’t going to go there, so let's stay focused.  Let's look at each of these that are listed.  Are you with me, husband?  Are you with me, honey?

Christopher:    Yes, I am.

Diane:              I'm going to read the first one and I'm going to give you the first definition.  I was talking about the word "sex" in Webster's and it says either of two divisions, male or female, into which persons, animals or plants are divided; number two, the character of being male or female; number three, the attraction between the sexes, meaning male and female; number four, sexual intercourse; adjective, sexual.  Wow, that’s a mouthful right there.  I got 10 seconds before the break, but let me just … well, here we go.  Hold on to your seats until I come back.

Male:               Has a tragic past shattered your future or your now?  Don’t let it.  This is I'm Not The Woman I Used To Be—I'm Free, with Minister Diane Jones.  We'll be right back after these.

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Music:             Thank God, I am free.  I am free.

Male:               Welcome back to I'm Not The Woman I Used To Be—I'm Free, on toginet.com, the show dedicated to helping women find their way back to themselves after innocence was stolen by incest and abuse.  Helping you heal is what we're all about.  It's I'm Not The Woman I Used To Be—I'm Free, on TogiNet.  Now back to your host, Minister Diane Jones.

Diane:              Hey, we're back.  I'm sipping tea.  I hope you're sipping yours.  I hope you're going along for the ride with me on this one, because I think this is going to be interesting.  Hey, honey, are you thinking any thoughts yet?

Christopher:    Still listening.

Diane:              Still listening, okay.  Well, people, we are talking about sex tonight, and we are going to be talking about sexual relationships God's way, the beauty of, the pleasure of, and the intoxication of sexual relationships God's way.  I've given you some definitions first from the Webster's New World Dictionary.  By the way, that’s the fourth edition, copyright 2003.  I shudder to think of what it may say 10 years from now, because things do tend to get sanitized and people's opinions change over time even though God is the same.  He is the same yesterday, today and forever.  He doesn’t change.

                        This is from the Webster's.  We said two divisions, male or female.  We're talking about the word s-e-x, "sex."  Either of two divisions, male or female, into which persons, animals or plants are divided.  The character of being male or female.  Often, when we use the more sex, we are actually using it in the slang.  We're using it in the slang form of speech when we say, "Oh, like the songs that say things like I want to sex you up," or "Let's talk about sex, baby," or this or that.  We're actually using it in the slang because the word "sex" itself is actually describing the category of male and female.  Isn't that interesting?  We're referring to or dealing with the attraction between the sexes as in male and female.

                        Number two, I thought well.  Let me see what sex appeal, because it was right in the group with all these words.  Let's see what sex appeal has to say.  It says the physical charm that attracts members of the opposite sex.  Wow, I’m like, okay, this is too good to be true.  This is the Webster's.

                        I can't resist going here.  Last week, I believe it was, someone very popular and high in government out here in Maryland was quoted as saying that the argument against same sex was a religious viewpoint and therefore that’s why it had to be or needed to be or was defeated and same sex marriage was approved here in Maryland.  I'm tripping on the fact that the Webster's haven't got to the Bible yet, haven't been got there yet.  But the Webster's says, "Sex appeal, the physical charm that attracts members of the opposite sex."  I wonder if he did his homework.

                        Anyway, number three.  I said for the fun of it, let's see what opposite says in Webster's; opposite.  Said, "Set against in a contrary direction, entirely different, exactly contrary, anything opposed across from."  That’s pretty thorough to me, opposite.  You know how people say opposites attract?  Wow, that’s the way it's supposed to be.  That’s God's way.  That’s one of the beauties of God's ways is that He knows what he is talking about.  Opposite set against in a contrary direction, often with two entirely different, exactly contrary, anything opposed across from.

                        Number four, sex chromosome.  Here we go.  This is starting to sound a little bit scientific.  It's bringing back some of my nursing memories up in nursing days.  Sex chromosome, a sex-determining chromosome in the germ cells.  We're talking anatomy, physiology and stuff like that right now.  Eggs carry an X-chromosome that’s what the female brings to the table.  Eggs carry an X-chromosome and spermatozoa, also known as sperm, is what the male brings to the table.  Interesting right there, either an X or Y chromosome with a female resulting from an X-X pairing and a male from an X-Y pairing.

                        Let me say that again in case I confused you.  A sex-determining chromosome in the germ cells.  Eggs carry an X-chromosome and spermatozoa either X or Y chromosome, so the male can carry the X or the Y, combined with the female resulting in either an X-X, because the female has the X and the male has the X or the Y, but paired with a male would be the combination of an X and a Y to produce a male child.  I know that gets a little bit crazy there, but X-X produces a female child, X-Y produces a male child.  Anyway you look at it, it takes the female and the male to produce either or.

                        I am waiting and wondering.  I know that they're looking for the, quote/unquote, "gene," that supposedly, how shall we say, explains the third category that we're dealing with today.  I don’t think there's going to be a Z and an F.  I don’t think there's going to be like a Z-chromosome and an F-chromosome together that make a third distinct type of individual that can reproduce.  Somehow I just … anyway, I'm sorry.  I'm getting off track here.  You're till with me, husband?

Christopher:    Yes, I am.

Diane:              I haven't got you worked up yet to say anything.  No?

Christopher:    I'm learning and listening.

Diane:              Wonderful.  All right, let's go to number five, sexual.  I said, "Okay, Diane, let's check this one out, sexual."  What does the Webster's dictionary have to say about sexual of or involving sex?  Remember, we've already defined sex as either of two categories, male or female.  Sexual is of or involving sex, the sexes and the sex organs.  Sexual of or involving sex, the sexes, the sex organs.  Here, we're going somewhere here now.  Anyone feeling sexual yet?  Anyone feeling male or female yet?

                        Let's go to six.  Let's just slide on into six.  You can take anything else out of that that you think you need to take out of that.  Let's slide on into six.  Sexual intercourse; interesting.  We're still talking about the Webster's.  It said adjoining of the sexual organs of a male and a female human being.  Wow, haven't got to the Scriptures yet.

                        Sexual intercourse, adjoining of the sexual organs of a male and a female.  I wonder if I would get in trouble for teaching this in school, because it's in the Webster's New World Dictionary.  This is not a religious book to my knowledge.  I have heard something to the effect that has some Christian roots, but then again this country had Christian roots at one time, too, so that doesn’t surprise me.

                        To my knowledge, it's not classified as a Christian book or religious book Webster's.  Sexual intercourse, adjoining or coming together of the sexual organs of a male and a female human being.  Wallah!

Christopher:    I have a question.

Diane:              Uh-oh.  Okay.

Christopher:    Only human being, according to what you're saying, human being can have sexual intercourse, animals can only mate.

Diane:              That’s the way I would take this.  The word "sex" itself is describing the division of, when we go back to it, two divisions; male or female into which persons, animals or plants are divided.  Talking about two different categories and then now we're talking about sexual intercourse, so male or female animals don’t have intercourse.  They do mate, but this definition says adjoining of the sexual organs of a male and a female human being.  It says human being here.  Treat me out.

Christopher:    That’s Webster's.

Diane:              This is Webster's New World Dictionary, fourth edition, copyright 2003.

Christopher:    Okay.

Diane:              We'll be back after the break, people.

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Music:             Thank God, I am free.  I am free.

Male:               Welcome back to I'm Not The Woman I Used To Be—I'm Free, on toginet.com, the show dedicated to helping women find their way back to themselves after innocence was stolen by incest and abuse.  Helping you heal is what we're all about.  It's I'm Not The Woman I Used To Be—I'm Free, on TogiNet.  Now back to your host, Minister Diane Jones.

Diane:              We are back and we are talking about sex tonight.  That’s right, we're talking about sex and we are talking about the beauty of sex.  We haven't got there yet on the show, because we're laying a foundation here.  We're working our way into it.  I've got my wonderful husband companion, my lover, my friend on the air with me tonight and he just asked me the question because I was reading the definitions from the Webster's dictionary about sexual terms or words that include the word sex.  The last one we were talking about was sexual intercourse.  Did you want to repeat your question or did you want to expound on your question, husband?

Christopher:    My question was the Webster dictionary's definition had referred to sexual intercourse only would be between human beings, the male and the female human beings and not animals.  It didn’t even mention animals, it just says between a male and a female human being.  I was just wondering why they came to that conclusion when there's male and female species of all different kinds that have intercourse or … well they mate.  I believe and we're probably getting into it more into the study the difference between mating and intercourse is that you're doing it with someone with a mind that has reasoning and everything, things that humans have that animals don’t have.  I'm waiting to here what's more to be said.

Diane:              What's coming, but isn't it interesting how that does exclude animals?  Sexual relations with animals, it excludes that.  It excludes same sex sexual relations.

Christopher:    Yes, and of course it's between a man and a woman human beings.

Diane:              Yes.  Sexual intercourse, adjoining of the sexual organs of a male and a female human being.  Isn't that interesting?

Christopher:

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Happy Hanukkah- Feast of Dedication

  1. Today is the last night of Hanukkah also known as the Feast of Dedication and The Festival of Lights. In Bible study last night we reviewed the history of this celebration and found it to still be relevant today because this holiday is intended to celebrate another time when God delivered his people from oppression, when men of God resisted evil and restored the things of God to their rightful pl...ace in Gods temple. After the men of God freed themselves from bondage, rededicated the temple and all that was in it back to the service of God, God honored them with a miracle. He confirmed his approval of their actions by preserving the little bit of oil they had on hand to light the candlesticks in the temple. They did not have enough oil to keep the candles lit as required by God but God miraculously preserved the oil so it lasted eight days (until they were able to process more oil) We set aside this time of year to rededicate our temples/lives to God through our relationship with his son Jesus Christ. We know he will preserve us and keep our oil lit so we may be ready when Christ returns for us. May we continue to resist evil, serve God and live ready for the second coming of our Lord. Happy Hanukkah!
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Special Guest Dr. Gregory R Reid 11.25.13

God has done amazing things in this mans life and he is glad to tell others of Gods power and ability to heal and deliver from the afore mentioned traumas. Like countless others, Dr. Reid has experienced first hand the horrors of sexual abuse and the occult. Like me, he has experienced the restoration power and the love of God who rescued him from the bondage of his abuser.

In 1997, Dr. Reid embarked on what would be the most dangerous,difficult and phenomenal work God had ever given him. He began to work for the WATCH NETWORK, a ministry established to inform, teach and train law enforcement, professionals and churches about the danger of satanic crime. At the same time he was approached by a missionary's son, Tim Gamwell, and asked to take part in a home Bible Study for a handful of kids who were involved in the occult and wanted to learn about God. For the next ten years, he was part of both of these works, in 1989, he branched out from the WATCH NETWORK and began traveling and speaking on my own-training and speaking to well over 200 criminal justice, medical, professional and church groups and agencies since then. The youth group exploded, and in ten years' time, he probably saw over 1000 kids come through their doors seeking Jesus. It was the most awesome time of ministry he had ever known.

 

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Up Coming Special Guest Dr. Gregory Reid 11-11-13

This weeks guest will be Dr. Gregory Reid. Dr. Reid is a man of God who has a great passion and heart for hurting people, people who have been traumatized through sexual abuse, ritual abuse and  spiritual abuse.

God has done amazing things in this mans life and he is glad to tell others of Gods power and ability to heal and deliver from the afore mentioned traumas. Like countless others, Dr. Reid has experienced first hand the horrors of sexual abuse and the occult.  Like me, he has experienced the restoration power and the love of God who rescued him from the bondage of his abuser. 

In 1997, Dr. Reid embarked on what would be the most dangerous,difficult and phenomenal work God had ever given him.  He began to work for the WATCH NETWORK, a ministry established to inform, teach and train law enforcement, professionals and churches about the danger of satanic crime. At the same time he was approached by a missionary's son, Tim Gamwell, and asked to take part in a home Bible Study for a handful of kids who were involved in the occult and wanted to learn about God. For the next ten years, he was part of both of these works, in 1989, he branched out from the WATCH NETWORK and began traveling and speaking on my own-training and speaking to well over 200 criminal justice, medical, professional and church groups and agencies since then. The youth group exploded, and in ten years' time, he probably saw over 1000 kids come through their doors seeking Jesus. It was the most awesome time of ministry he had ever known.

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Like in the days of Noah Part 2 10-28-13

We are living in a time much like the days of Noah written about in the Bible.  There was inordinate affection of all kinds,Angels with men, men with men and women, women with men and women, mankind with beast, so much so that God brought a great flood to cleanse the earth and the human race of the corruption that resulted from this rebellious behavior.  Tune in to see how the word of God tells us to deal with these types of desires. 

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Like in the days of Noah 7 PM EST 10-21-13

Today has become much like the days of Noah.

In Noah's day men were multiplying in ungodly ways, having daughters who were rebellious, having abnormal relations with beast, Angels were taking women to be their wives, having abnormal relations with them, creating giants (hybrid beings) whom mankind considered to be mighty and renown.  

God had a different opinion. He said man had become greatly wicked, that the imaginations which came from his thoughts and heart were continually evil.  Mankind's wickedness was such that God decided to cleanse the earth from mankinds corruption, that man would no longer live hundreds of years i.e 365 to 969 years. His days would be shortened to 120 years so he would have less time to cause chaos and confusion. 

Today mankind is cloning, manipulating genetics, creating babys in test tubes, having and promoting abnormal relations i.e having sexual relations without the commitment of marraige, sexting, sex trafficking, sexually abusing and altering children, having same sex unions, making gods of men and godessess of women. The list goes on and on.  The men and women of Noahs day idolized the creatures that resulted from these ungodly, rebellious behaviors. People are doing the same thing today. 

This show continues to highlight the prevelance of sexual abuse/abuse of what God created the sexes (man and woman) for and reminds men and women of the consequences of such behaviors.

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Sexual Abuse Body and Soul 10.14.13

Live show tonight at 7PM EST. Call in with your comments or questions.

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NEW SHOWS NEW YEAR NEW TIME

Starting September 16th 2013 at 7PM EST we will be featuring new guest, new material, reveiwing old material and continuing to cover current news as it relates to Sexual Abuse and personal traumas.

Sad to say this issue is very much alive.

We remain committed to our mission to increase public awareness of sexual abuse and to reach out to those who have been victims of it offering insight and support to help others overcome it's devastation.


Catch the live shows or listen to the recorded Podcast at a time that is convenient for you but make sure you tune in. 

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RACISM RACISM RACISM

RACISM RACISM RACISM

I would not wish my experiences on my worst enemy. The price for my stance costs me a great deal but it did not cost me my life.  I know that others paid with their lives to gain equality for Blacks in America and it is still a work in progress.

Before these things happened I believed racism was real. Now I know it is alive and flourishing in Central California.  I only pray that my story will somehow motivate others to examine the way they treat others and make some changes in their lives as needed.

Racism is a sin!. It is respect of persons. The Bible tells believers not to have respect of persons.  Do not say to the well dressed man, come sit here up front but then say to the lowly man sit here on my footstool. I am not saying that I am lowly.  I am not generalizing that blacks are lowly. I am simply saying treat all men and women as equals. No matter if we are believers in Gods word or not, we will all reap what we sow!

These are quotes from my book THE STORY OF ME A BLACK NURSE.  I relate very strongly to the issue of racism.  I am no stranger to being abused or dealing with the aftermath of abuse but I do not stop at "relating to abuse". I am doing what I can to oppose abuses in the various ways it rears it's ugly head.

www.authorhouse.com

 

This narrative is about the personal struggles of being a Black Woman and being a Black Professional in a society that is still bound with racial and gender bias.

Her stories navigate you through the career of a young woman who has hopes, dreams, needs, a purpose and aspirations but she faces constant oppposition to fulfilling and attaining these basic human requirements.

Like so many people of color before her, she achieves a certain measure of success but the measure of success is minor compared to what she must do to achieve it.

 

It is time for a change!

Also available www.authorhouse.com 

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Encore Sexual Abuse is natural to Mankind 1-21-13

Many people are shocked and appauled when they hear of sexual abuse that has occured. This show reveals that sexual abuse should be expected and is a natural occurance amongst the ungodly.    

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Encore The Origin of Sexual Abuse 1-14-13

In this segment, Minister Diane passionately prays for victims of sexual abuse. She emphatically places the blame for this type of abuse where it belongs and encourages her listeners to examine the word of God for answers to this on going "Human" dilemma. 

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Encore Incest Defined Overcoming Sexual Abuse 1-7-13
A Prayer Request For The New Year

Lord let us not be weary in well doing.  

Let your grace and mercy be our companions.  

May we be bright lights shining in dark places.

Keep our focus on you that we don't look to the left or the right.

Renew our joy and refill us with your Spirit daily.

Deliver the captives. Set souls free from bondage.

We are thankful for all your blessings.  

Thy will be done.

In your name we pray

ETS Ministries

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Breaking The Silence

Hello, Hello and Hello.

It's been a while, I know.  I haven't had much to say.  I break my silence tonight with good cause.I grew up celebrating Christmas by decorating the tree, enjoying the lights, gifts and good food.  We acknowlege Christmas as the celebration of Jesus Christ birth.  

Chris and I no longer decorate a tree and we know that Jesus the Messiah was probably not born in December but we do still enjoy the lights and the candles we've placed in our home.  We light candles and hang lights in honor of the Feast of Dedication which celebrates the rededication of the Temple of God to God after it had been taken over and ruled by ungodly men for years. The Lord God supernaturally preserved the olive oil in the Temple during a time when the oil was scarce and should not have lasted.  He preserved the oil so the lamps remained lit.  

We also do it in honor of our Lord and Savior who is the light of the world.  He is the greatest  gift to mankind.  The longer I live, I can truely see the beauty in Gods gift to us. There are so many wonderful things we have because of Christ.  

We give gifts to those we love because we want to be like our Heavenly Father who gives to us because he loves us.

We still enjoy good food because food is a blessing and feasting is an action that pleases God when it is done in his honor.  

So I break my silence tonight to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LORD JESUS and to say MERRY

CHRIST DAY to those that love him too !!!!

 

 

 

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Encore What Is LOVE? 12-10-12

Have you ever been sexually abused by someone who later told you "I love you" or "I did that because I love you"? This can be very confusing but this is a very common occurance in the cycle of sexual abuse. Many become confused about LOVE because of this type of conflicting behavior. Diane takes time to clarify what LOVE is and what LOVE is not.

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Encore Overcoming Sexual Abuse 12-3-12

Millions of people are sexually abused each day.  Not just by rape, incest or pediphiles but by life style choices.

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Encore Let's Talk About Sex Part 3 11-26-12

This segment is the final segment of a three part series.  He plus She = We. Sex is man and woman coming together, an intoxicating event when done Gods way.  In this series we encourage listeners to fall in love again and fulfill the image of God

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Encore Let's Talk About Sex Part 2 11-19-12
Special Guest Bishop Willard Saunders 11-12-12 10 PM EST

In the wake of the presidential election and the election in Maryland regarding Same Sex Marriage, some of you may be disappointed and or discouraged. After having done all to stand, we must stand.  Some of you may believe that the vote in favor of Same Sex Marriage is a good thing, a victory for civil rights and equality. We will continue to tell the truth about Sexual Abuse because it is a reality that has grave consequences.  We know we were created for this time and season in life.  Our special guest will be Willard E. Saunders, a supporter of the Maryland Marriage Alliance Campaign, who's mission was to preserve the God ordained institution of Marriage. We will be talking about whats next & how sexual perversion effects a society  

"A TIME AS THIS".  

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Encore Special Guest E W Jackson 10-22-12 @ 10 PM EST

 

 Bishop Jackson Biography

About E.W. Jackson

EW Jackson served in the United States Marine Corps, graduated from Harvard Law School and studied at Harvard Divinity School.

He practiced law for 15 years in Boston, and later devoted his full time to ministry. His first book, "Ten Commandments to an Extraordinary Life" was published in 2008. His second book, "America the Beautiful - Reflections of a Patriot Descended from Slaves" is scheduled for release later this year.

He founded the Exodus Faith Ministries, a non-denominational church in ChesapeakeVA.and is the founder of S.T.A.N.D. - Staying True to America's National Destiny, a national grassroots organization dedicated to restoringAmerica's Judeo-Christian heritage and values. Bishop Jackson has been active in numerous businesses, political and spiritual endeavours throughout his life. His articles have been published nationally and internationally. He has been seen and heard on FOX News' The O'Reilly Factor , Your World With Neil Cavuto and Megyn Kelly's America Live, ABC's Good Morning America, ABC's Politically Incorrect, Hardball with Chris Matthews, C-Span's Washington Journal, ABC Radio Network, National Public Radio and many other media outlets.

Most recently, E.W. Jackson ran for the Republican nomination for the U.S. Senate in Virginia.

In recognition of his national ministry leadership, he was consecrated a Bishop in 1998. He and his wife have been married for forty years, have 3 children and have resided in Chesapeake for 13 years.

 

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Special Guest E.W. Jackson 10-15-2012 @ 10 PM EST

   Bishop Jackson Biography

About E.W. Jackson

EW Jackson served in the United States Marine Corps, graduated from Harvard Law School and studied at Harvard Divinity School.

He practiced law for 15 years in Boston, and later devoted his full time to ministry. His first book, "Ten Commandments to an Extraordinary Life" was published in 2008. His second book, "America the Beautiful - Reflections of a Patriot Descended from Slaves" is scheduled for release later this year.

He founded the Exodus Faith Ministries, a non-denominational church in ChesapeakeVA.and is the founder of S.T.A.N.D. - Staying True to America's National Destiny, a national grassroots organization dedicated to restoringAmerica's Judeo-Christian heritage and values. Bishop Jackson has been active in numerous businesses, political and spiritual endeavours throughout his life. His articles have been published nationally and internationally. He has been seen and heard on FOX News' The O'Reilly Factor , Your World With Neil Cavuto and Megyn Kelly's America Live, ABC's Good Morning America, ABC's Politically Incorrect, Hardball with Chris Matthews, C-Span's Washington Journal, ABC Radio Network, National Public Radio and many other media outlets.

Most recently, E.W. Jackson ran for the Republican nomination for the U.S. Senate in Virginia.

In recognition of his national ministry leadership, he was consecrated a Bishop in 1998. He and his wife have been married for forty years, have 3 children and have resided in Chesapeake for 13 years.

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Night Terrors 10-8-12 @10 PM EST

Often victims of sexual abuse are attacked in their sleep. They have the feeling that some one or something is holding them down.  It is a very scary feeling.  Some even feel they are being violated all over again.  More on this subject next week. 

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Sexting- That Same Spirit 9-24-12 @ 10 PM EST

Tear provoking information about Sexting. Diane began to research this topic after watching portions of a movie about how sexting caused a teen suicide. She was surprised to find so much information on this subject. Sexting is considered by some to be the newest craze among "teens". You may be just as troubled to learn how dangerous this "craze" really is. 

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Do You Have A Story To Tell

Maybe you have been sexually abused or know someone who has.  We'd really like to hear from you. We'd like to be your voice. Please contact us and share your story. 

Email Diane Jones @ vir2us1@verizon.net

Write to us @ PO BOX 1616 Clinton, MD. 20735

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Woo Hoo It's Our Anniversary 9-17-12

Yes Jesus loves you and me.  It's because of his power and his love that we share this program with you. September 13th marks the 2 year anniversary of our being on the air. Our radio program is growing strong. People are still listening. The show content and subject matter remain relevant so we continue our mission to reach hurting people. Over the last 2 years we have had some terrific guest with horrible stories of Sexual Abuse and wonderful stories of deliverance from the residual of their Abuse. The main reason for their deliverance was attributed to their personal encounters and relationships with Jesus the Christ.  Other guest shared their works and thoughts with us related to Sexual Abuse. Tonight Diane will highlight their stories for you as a tribute and celebration of this anniversary and to honor God for his goodness towards us.

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Yes Jesus Loves Me 9-10-12 @ 10 PM EST

Yes Jesus loves you and me.  It's because of his power and his love that we share this program with you. This week marks the 2 year anniversary of our being on the air. Our radio program is growing strong. People are still listening. The show content and subject matter remain relevant so we continue our mission to reach hurting people. Over the last 2 years we have had some terrific guest with horrible stories of Sexual Abuse and wonderful stories of Deliverance from the residual of their Abuse. The main reason for their deliverance was attributed to their personal encounters and relationships with Jesus the Christ.  Other guest shared their works and thoughts with us related to Sexual Abuse. Tonight Diane will highlight their stories for you as a tribute and celebration of this anniversary and to honor God for his goodness towards us. 

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Happy Labor Day

But if any provide not for his own, and specially for those of his own house, he hath denied the faith, and is worse than an infidel. 1Timothy 1:8

Honest work is good in God's eyes. Happy Labor Day

But don't forget to catch tonight's encore.

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Quality V/S ?????? 8-27-12 10 PM EST

It is grievous to think of how many people are being cheated out of beautiful relationships. The relationships between husbands, wives, children, friends and relatives continue to erode away as society seeks superficial antidotes, remedies and pleasures to fulfill its needs, both real and perceived. From male enhancement drugs to toddlers in tieras you see the many superficial ways people seek fulfillment in life.  If we look hard enough we can also see the ?????.   

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Signs & Symptoms Of Sexual Abuse 8-13-12 10PM EST

We have discussed sexual abuse in many different ways on this show but we have yet to do an exclusive program that details common signs and symptoms of sexual abuse. This segment will provide the listener with much needed information concerning this subject.  

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Same Sex Marriage 8-6-12 10 PM EST

Our program is designed to  help people overcome Sexual Abuse.  Same Sex Marriage is a form of Sexual Abuse. Those involved in this life style are abusing themselves and abusing their "partners". Tonight we will exclusively address this topic.     

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Newly Inspired

A few days ago I was driving and listening to Wave 105.1 FM. As I listened I heard the announcement that the head of Wave 105.1 is asking people to support Chic Filet's public stance against same sex marriage by declaring August 1st "Support Chic Filet's Day". I was aware of the growing controversy concerning this issue and I had mixed feelings about some of the things I'd read concerning the way Chic Filet's planned to go about making their stance.  I wrestled with my feelings, talked with my husband about it and made up my mind.  I needed to make a stand or should I say, continue to make a stand for righteousness.

Marriage is, was and always will be ordained by God.  It is the union of one man and one woman.  When done according to Gods plan it is perfect. Most professing Christians I know have compromised their values so much you can not tell they are Christians. I am truly newly inspired to see professing Christians make a stand for what is right.  I had not been to Chic Filet's in years.  Chris and I went to Chic Filet's today. The drive through line was so long it circled the restaurant twice.  I am truly newly Inspired. May God bless our efforts.

Diane Jones

8/1/12  

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Two Perspectives 7-30-2012

There is so much in the news right now concerning sexual abuse and sexual

immorality. Diane discusses the issues from two perspectives, first she

addresses the sex offenders by asking and answering the question, can a 

rapist, pedophile, sex offender ..... be delivered from abusing others? Then

she adresses the victims of their abuse. These issues continue to

greatly impact our communities but the word of God provides answers.

Tune in at 10PM EST. 

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The Same Spirit 7-16-12 10 PM EST

Breaking news continues to cover the "Penn State Cover-Up" as it relates to Sandusky, the man who was recently convicted of sexually abusing several young men. Joe Paterno along with 3 other Penn State officials is said to have had knowledge of the abuse but covered it up. The Paterno family is vehemently defending Paternos position concerning this matter. Covering up is a common reaction to knowledge of sexual abuse. Diane gives biblical and spiritual perspective to this common response using excerpts from her book "Overcoming Sexual Abuse".

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The Nature Of Sin 7-9-12 @ 10 PM EST

What causes so much pain and struggle in life? Why do the rich get richer,

oppress the poor and cheat one and other. Why are there unwanted

pregnancies and women who, created to give life, abort and murder

their own children? Why do men abandon children of their own seed. Why

do people steal, kill, rape and hate?  Tonight we talk about the nature

of sin and how to overcome it.

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Starting All Over 6-11-12

God is doing great things.  We are still moving strong.  People are being

reached through our program..........

We will not commercialize our program

No sensationalism

We will keep on keeping things real. Sexual Abuse is real.  The residual

effects are very real.  Someone you know may be suffering in silence.

Learn how to reach out to them.  

A good review on tonight's program. 6-11-12 10 PM EST

 

 

 

 

 

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Special Guest Kathi Macias May 28th 2012

A Program about the horrors of Human Sex Trafficking. Kathi Macias is an

award winning author.  She has written more than 30 books.  Women's

ministry is her primary interest. She will be joining Diane to talk about her

book "Deliver Me From Evil". 

 

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Special Guest Norma Evans Barber Part 2

May 21 2012

Ministry for hurting hearts with returning guest, Author, Educator and Bible

teacher Norma Evans Barber.  We will continue our discussion from last

week about her book Princess Tamar's Tears and ministry.  

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Special Guest Norma Evans Barber May 14th 2012

Mrs. Norma Evans Barber was born in Guyana, South America, she now

resides in the state of Maryland. In addition to other duties at her

church she holds workshops for hurting women. This is a passion we share

and is the reason I've invited her to be a guest on my show.  We will

discuss her book Princess Tamar's Tears in which she brings a biblical

account of rape and incest to life so that the reader can relate to it in a

personal way. 

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OVERCOMING SEXUAL ABUSE MAY 7th 10 PM EST

Millions of people are sexually abused each and every day.  Not just by

rapist, child molesters or pedophiles, but by choice and through life style preferences.

Who would enjoy being raped again and again?

Why is rape spiritual as well as physical?

Can a sex offender be healed, delivered from abusing others?

Find the answer to these questions and many others in the pages of the

book "OVERCOMING SEXUAL ABUSE" by Minister Diane Jones.

The book is a sequel to her first book "The Story of Me" in which she

wrote of her personal pain, struggle and victory over the sexual abuse

that occurred in her childhood.

OVERCOMING SEXUAL ABUSE is a "how to" manual, how to recognize,

relate to, categorize and be delivered from the effects of sexual abuse in

your life. 

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Prophetic Dream 5-3-12 Exacting Accounts- Economics

5-3-12 Dream Journal


Us, me and Chris somewhere, lots of people, all kinds around us.

Someone was passing out flyer's and gave us one.

The flyer had information about a new program for buying homes.  Homes for

700.00 a month.  The information was specifically for Blacks (African Americans).

The program included a presidential appointee as an ambassador to the U.S who

had surveyed the land/area for qualified homes and implemented the program.

We were in the midst of other people when we received the flyer but the people

around us got the news too.  All the people and the activity seemed to stop at once.  

We immediately headed to the place mentioned in the flyer to see about this new

program.

 

(In the dream I sensed the program was initiated by the President/Government but I also sensed

mixed reasons and motives behind implementing the program)

* The President wanted to secure being re-elected


* His constituents backed him with this agenda because they felt it would benefit     them in the long run because they believed Blacks would not be able to sustain      their homes even if they purchased them at amazingly low prices, so they would benefit from the defaults of foreclosures.


* Gods plan- use this program to benefit his people, which includes  

   Blacks who have suffered due to generational curses like we have (He

   rains on the just as well as the unjust)


When Chris and I arrived at the place to apply we were surprised to see

we were next in line and we qualified for a home at the super low rate. 



Interpretation: God is a just God.  He sees all things and he justifies all

things. 

Thank you Lord for exacting accounts.

Diane Jones 5-4-12 

 

  

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Special Guest Norma Evans Barber May 14th 2012

I spoke with Norma Evans Barber the other day regarding her book,

Princess Tamar's Tears.  In her book she details a biblical account of

rape and incest and the aftermath of this monster.   I thoroughly

enjoyed our conversation as I realized we shared the same passion

that God has to help hurting people overcome hurt.  She has agreed to

be a guest on our show so we are making plans to have her join us.  

Keep the matter in prayer with us and save the date May 14th 10PM

EST. 

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The Story of Me Part 2

Join me and Special Guest Diane Jones tonight @ 10PM EST.  We will

continue our very open, candid discussion about Dianes' life and her

book,

 The Story of Me  The Story of Me  The Story of Me The Story of Me

We want everyone to know there is nothing pretty about Abuse

but there is hope for a good life after Abuse.

See show page for purchase information or go to www.authorhouse.com

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The Story of Me

April 2nd 2012 Special Guest will be Author Diane Jones sharing her story The Story of Me

The Story of Me is a about a woman who lived through the terror of incest and overcame the devastation that comes with such a trauma.  It is not a story of self-pity.  It is a story of victory and offers hope to anyone who has fallen prey to the type of spirit that would try so viciously to destroy a person's very soul and rid them of their destiny.

If you have loved, been rejected, divorced, had your dreams stolen from you, been used, molested, raped, a victim of incest, you may find yourself in my story, The Story of Me.

Available at

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Let's Talk About Sex Part 2

This Monday 3-12-12 @ 10PM EST Diane will be joined by Chris to continue

their discussion about the Beauty, Pleasure and Intoxication of Sex. Last

week they defined words like Sex, Sexual, Sexual Intercourse and Sexy.

This week they will share God's plan concerning what we call Sex but he

calls Man and Woman.  The result of his plan is truely Intoxicating.

See article: Beauty Pleasure Intoxication 

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Beauty, Pleasure And Intoxication

Pleasure:

How beautiful are thy feet with shoes, O prince's daughter! The Joints of thy

thighs are like jewels, the work of the hands of a cunning workman.

Thy naval is like a round goblet which wanteth not liquor.  Thy belly is like a heap of wheat

set about with lilies.

Thy two beast are like two young rows that are twins.

Thy neck is a tower of ivory.  Thine eyes like the fish pools on Heshbon by the gate of

Bathrabbim.

Thy nose is as the tower of Lebanon which looketh toward Damascus.

Thine head upon thee is like Carmel and the hair of thine head like purple, the king is held

in the galleries.

How fair and how pleasant art thou O love for delights!

This thy stature is like a palm tree and thy breast to clusters of grapes.

I said I will go up to the palm tree.  I will take hold of the boughs thereof.  Now also thy

breast shall be as

new clusters of the vine and the smell of thy nose like apples and the rough of thy mouth

like the best wine

for my beloved that goeth down sweetly causing the lips of those that are asleep to speak.


Song Of Solomon 7: 1-9

 

Beauty and Intoxication:

Sex, male and female and sexual relationships as God

designed them to be are beautifully, pleasurably intoxicating!

One of the greatest pleasures I have in life is being comforted by the

warmth and heat of my loves flesh as I caress, press and message his aches and

pains. His warmth let's me know he's alive and I love him more because he is

with me.

His back often aches but under my press I know he is strong.  When his

muscles resist I feel his strength and I love him more.  

As they give way I know he trust me and I love him more.  

In the beginning his feet were solid.  They had no give, now they're

pliable from the love I've given them. I know they will reimburse me.  

 

His laughter stirs my soul.  I'm reminded of life's goodness.  It settles me. 

When his creative juices are flowing mine are enriched, we are good together.  We

are music.

His arms are strong.  His embrace my sedative.  Many a night he holds me to sleep.

On those nights I sleep deep.  Not to mention the times when time stood still.  

We were as one in another place with God the Father.  

What ever I need, his is.  When ever I need, he is.   

So Intoxicating is my Love and my love for him.  He is the Love Of My Life.

Thank you Lord for HIM.


Diane Jones

 3-6-12 

 

 

 

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Fanning The Flames

News headlines tell the true story of how sexual promiscuity negatively

impacts a society.  

Fathers abusing daughters, teachers accused of abusing minor students,

men abusing girls and the disabled.  

When a people says yes to sexual immorality they say yes to sexual

abuse.

One exist beause the other exist.  One fuels the other.  

Should we cry for justice? Demand protection for our children?   This is

hypocricy!  We cannot demand protection from what we condone.  The

Bible

tells us a little leaven leavens a whole lump.  We can expect more

dysfunction, pain, heart ache and violations of our children due to the so

called strides being made to establish acceptance of what God says is

perverse.  

As the flames burn higher and the heat increases, remember sexual

abuse is only the residual effect of sexual immorality. Related Podcast

date 2-20-12

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Grief and Loss

Many people are grieving the loss of a loved one, a

relationship, hope, dreams, a pregnancy, their innocence or

their essence.  Unfortunenately we as a society will face much

more grief in the years to come.  It is important that we deal

with grief when it comes knocking at our door.  So lets talk

about it. Podcast date 2-13-12.

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A Remarkable Story

When I first began to prepare to host this radio progrm, I sought the Lord

about the format and what type of guest I should have on the air.  The

Lord told me not to invite popular people or celebrity types but rather

have every day people be my guest.  I felt this instruction was helpful

because the topics and issues we discuss effect everyday people like you

and me.  Tune in to a remarkable story told by Constance Martin.  She was

molested at the age of 4 years old, suffered great physical, mental and

emotional abuse into her marriage. Now she shares tragic events that

effect millions of people and how she's Overcoming

Sexual Abuse. Podcast date 1/30/12.     

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A New Year 2012

 
Dear Brothers and Sisters,
A new year brings with it new opportunities, new challenges, new Grace and new Mercy,  Great is the faithfulness of my Lord God to me and to you. He that has begun a work in you  will perform it to the end. 
 
This year will be a year to challenge the world as never before. The Lord will be seperating the wheat from the tares. I want to remain as wheat not as the tare or shaft to be cut down and thrown into the fire. I want to remain steadfast in my faith. I don't want to start this year with any weight or sin in my life so I sincerely want to apoligize to any person I may have unknowinngly offended or hurt last year. 
 
People change, relationships change. Perhaps our relationship has grown or changed, will grow or change but know this, my love for you remains.
 
 
May we be as one,
 
Much Love
 
Minister Diane
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS

Happy Birthday to you.  Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear

Jesus. Happy Birthday to you!

With much love I say Happy Birthday to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. 

Thank you for leaving your home in glory, taking back the keys of Hell

and the grave and restoring me.

I Love You

Your Child and Servant

Diane 

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For Such A Time As This

This is a glorious day, a day of judgement, exposure and of exacting

accounts!  Never in my life time have I seen such an uproar or a stir

regarding Sexual Abuse.  Even when the Catholic Church was exposed

over and over for the same sins as we are seeing in the news today,

(Penn State Scandle over child sexual abuse)I do not recall such a

responce from the public. This reminds me of a word the Lord gave me

several years ago.

5/27/09

Will be an eruption, Mt Suvious, ash, smoke, lava, shall come forth.  Will

be weeping and nashing of teeth.  Will be a cry and a wailing as never

before.

My judgement is upon them.  The day of reckoning is upon them. Exact,

exact the account, forr ye have been weighed in the balance and come

up short, lacking.  What is this judgement, they will ask, what evil has

brought this wickedness upon us?  You will tell them, their sin.  The sin

of rape, incest, against children, those sold into sex slavery.  It has

come before me as a stinch in my nostrils, a vile and putird aroma.  It is

a stinch to me and I will recompense everyman according to his works,

shall be. 

Mt Suvious shall bring forth an eruption, it will be a cleansing of the land

Please pray for the victims poisioned by this tragedy.  We will continue

our work in this arena and solicit your prayers. We are called for such a

time as this!

Diane Jones

11/18/11

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Feast of Dedication (Lights) Hanukkah

Recently millions of people celebrated Halloween.  I stopped celebrating Halloween

when I learned about it's origin.  I have also learned that God established feast and

festivals for his people to observe that are wholesome and have significant spiritual

meaning.  I would like to encourage the people of God to began celebrating Gods

feasts.  In doing this we will be less inclined to observe the worlds holidays and be

stronger witnesses for our Lord and savior Jesus Christ.  The next one coming up is

Hanakkah!  Use this end of the year season to rededicate your life, make a fresh new

solid commitment to serve the Lord God with all your heart. soul and mind.

Diane Jones  11/1/11

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The Mens Series Continues

Godly Men Speak Out

Chris and Charles will be back on the air tonight

They will pick up where thy left off a few weeks ago and

continue their discussions regarding

The Manly Man v/s the Effeminate Man

The role of the school system in developing today's young males

Combating temptations of lust and more

You don't want to miss this one.....

  

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Men and Godly Men Speak Out

The Men's Series continues tonight with our special guest John Martin. 

John is a husband, father, Christian and the CEO of Toginet Radio.  Chris

will continue discussing with John the issues of Fatherlessness, Role

Models, how men combat the temptations of unlawful Sex, Lust and

more..........

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Up Coming Show

Godly Men Speak Out

The mens series has begun.  The first show was everything I promised,

exciting and thought provoking.  We will continue our series with John

Martin as our special guest.  John is a husband, father and the CEO of

Toginet Radio.

Set your alarms, mark your calanders for October 24th,2011   

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Up Coming Shows

We have some exciting, thought provoking shows coming up in a few weeks

Set your alarms, organizers, mark your calanders for Monday nights

We are going to be hearing from men, that's right men, not just men but Godly Men, ones

who are striving to serve the Lord whole-heartedly

What do they have to say about Sexiness, Dealing with Lust issues and more?

Monday October 10th: Is there any Righteous among you?

 

Monday October 17th: Godly Men Speak Out 

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Prophetic Dream 7.20.11 Coffee, Economy

From Dream Journal 7/20/11 Between 4-430AM

 

 

Awakened me.  Caused me to cry out in my sleep!

Dream vague at first because I tried to dismiss it.  Thought it was just a nightmare.  The Lord prompted me to write it down the next day now 7/21/11 around 11PM

Began to write it and details came back to me:

I was holding a jar of coffee, looked like a jar for preserves.  It was medium/standard in size.  The coffee was a rich, dark brown color.  As I looked closer at the jar I noticed movement at the bottom of the jar.  Some how I started to see between the coffee grounds, as though they parted and I began to see bugs in the coffee.  As I studied the bugs I was startled to realize they were Roaches.  They are “Roaches” I said, out loud!

I continued to hold the jar.  It began to change shape by shrinking in size.  The coffee disappeared.  Now the jar contained different kinds of bugs.  I saw Beetles, Spiders and other crawling critters I did not recognize.  One spider especially caught my attention.  It was like none I’ve ever seen.  I think it was upside down because I could see the underside of its butt body portion.  The butt was big and round.  The spider was transparent but you could see a red color inside the butt making it look more opaque in color and it had black streaks on it too.

I tried to keep the lid on the jar by holding it tight but the jar continued to shrink in size until it was the size of a petri dish, like they use in labs.  The bugs were escaping the dish.  As they escaped I noticed they were now clear in color, almost see through.  This color change made them hard to see.  This really frightened me!

I squeezed the petri dish tighter but then the dish disappeared.  Now I was holding a huge, flat, big butt bug.  It was upside down in my hand.  It was beige in color and had grooves/creases in the body.  I felt it moving and felt its’ leg moving and cried out in fear. (Very creepy feeling) I tried to dismiss it, told Chris I didn’t want to even speak it, it was so frightening.  The thought intervened “You will not perish.”  I shook myself as if to shake off the effects of the dream.  My Husband prayed and comforted me.  I fell back to sleep.

When writing the dream these thoughts came to me:

“Pestilence”

“Don’t like bugs of any kind”

From Prophetic Dictionary- Pestilence, A) Symbol of approaching or infiltrating demonic forces dispatched by occult tic means, such as sorcery, magic, incantations, witchcraft and other enchantments B) Sign of Gods judgment like locust, grasshoppers and such

 

Symbolisms/My Thoughts

·        Preserve Jar ( AKA Mason Jars)= Method of Storage

·        Coffee is a commodity/in abundance

·        Roaches, pest, ruin food, nuisance more than anything, represent uncleanness

·        Jar shrinking= losing storage space/loss of storage

·        Various kinds of bugs=pestilence/judgment

·        Petrie dishes used in experiments/labs/for observation/storage of microorganisms

? Remembered previous revelation about mass snow storm back on 2/1/11= White Horse spoken of in Revelation sent forth to conquer.  Third seal/Black Horse = Famine

 

Google Research:

Jar also computer term for many files

Mason Jar picture is computer symbol for “The rejection Jar” I have learned to stop worrying jar and love rejection jar

Jar, Wikipedia definition, a wide cylindrical container made of glass or pottery, especially used for storing food

Article found, Top Stories In Business, originally published 7/20/11, republished 7/21/11 at 735AM ( My dream occurred between these 2 dates)

The Wall Street Journal

Inside Track- Coffee Holding Execs Trim Holdings On Stock Spike wsj.com

Excerpts:

Gordon’s sale significant shares of their Coffee holdings, raised eyebrows, sends message to others may be time to sale too,

Take money off the table,

analyst says “unlikely company can continue to grow on back of skillful coffee trading contracts”

Gordon Brothers, 2 top executives at Coffee Holding Co (JVA) Stock poised to cool off.

My summarization of article: Some ones nervous about future of Coffee

 

Cont. research on Coffee/ Wikipedia

Commodity, Coffee- Top agriculture export for 12 countries in 2004. Worlds 7th largest legal agricultural export by value in 2005

Over 900 species of insects have been recorded as pest of coffee crops world wide. Over a third are beetles (roaches classified as beetles), over a quarter are bugs, some 20 of nematodes, 9 species of mites etc.

Brazil, largest production of green coffee in 2009 followed by Vietnam, Indonesia, Columbia, Latin America, East Africa, Arabia or Asia

Research Spiders: Google, typed in upside down spiders

Spider hangs upside down during periods of expansion/growth; they anchor themselves while they shed their exoskeleton

? Clear bugs represent new young, fresh hatched bugs. Often clear until they grow into their color

Conclusion:

Judgment Continues in the Earth.  I believe the Lord is warning us of a famine soon to come, future problems with cultivation and storage of Coffee due to pestilence.  World wide impact!   Loss of crops equal loss of jobs, income, food and life etc.   His will not perish!

Be vigilant.  Store up dry goods but more than that, continue to walk in righteousness.  Those who have done so will be elevated and protected during this continued time of judgment in the earth!

He that hath an ear to hea, let him hear what the spirit of the Lord is saying to the Church!

Minister Diane Jones

7/22/11

 

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PO BOX 1616 Clinton, MD. 20735             

805-765-5873

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Im not the same woman I used to be I'm free 3-28-11

March 28th 2011

Amira Birger has survived such hardships as child hood rape, child sex slavery, homelessness as a teen and severe drug addicton. She is now living what she calls "a full life" as a wife, mother and student in pursuit of a Bachelors in social work and a Certificate in Art Education. Tune in to hear her story and how "Through Mending the Soul Community Model of Healing is helping her overcome! 

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Tea Time Divine Time

TEA TIME- DIVINE TIME, CELEBRATING LOVE AND LIFE

MD

On December 18th 2010 I participated in a ladies only tea party.  Although we were few in number we had a warm, wonderful, divine time.

The mission was simple and pure. Our host wanted to inspire women to connect with each other in a personal way.  Most women experience the same types of challenges, have hopes and fears but most don’t have true friends and settings to share these events and feelings with.  The mission was accomplished!

Even though the host is an Evangelist, she reported she did not want the event to be centered on evangelizing but hoped the event would be an inspiring, enjoyable get away knowing that she could provide spiritual insight to those in need if the need arose.

The tea began around 3:30PM. By 4:30 the remainder of the guest arrived.  They were served tea from a varied selection of Mangos, Vanillas and Greys and filled up on crab balls, quiche, lemon cake and ginger snaps.

After much laughter and chitter chatter we pretended to be girls again by coloring, cutting, pasting and creating our own paper dolls.  Each paper doll had its own name, costume and came with instructions that each woman had to follow.  Once the doll was created, she was brought to life by her creator.  Mysteriously, the doll each woman picked and created was a true reflection of her creator and complimented that individual.  It truly was divine!

The ladies said “we’re free, we don’t have anywhere else to be” Before we knew it, it was 9:00PM.  Where did the time go?  It flew by so quickly.

Our host wanted to make sure every woman had something special to take with them so she sent them out with their own paper doll and a trinket from a beautifully decorated gift basket.  There was something for every one.

Although we were in no hurry, the evening came to an end.  It was tea time, a divine time and we celebrated life and loved one another!  I was glad to be a part of this special occasion.  

Diane Jones 2/24/11

The host requested to become anonymous 3/1/11

       

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UP COMING SPECIAL GUEST MARCH 7th 2011

Veronica Wright /Rancho Santa Margarita, CA/Deliverance (Kurrack):

As a child, Veronica Wright couldn’t possibly have known that her grandmother had been the head witch of a coven in California and her grandfather had served as a High Priest and had given his family line over to Satan in exchange for power. Just as her mother had been in line for the generational curses, Veronica was also to become a victim.

 

Veronica’s parents had tried to break away from the horrors of her mother’s past and began going to church. They wanted to appear as the perfect Christian family.  The curses, however, had not been broken and “secrecy” was the family motto.  Veronica was only six when the babysitter molested her 8 year old brother in 1971.  She cringed as he screamed! She and her older sister told their parents, but their concerns for their brother were ignored.  Her mom and dad famously justified their callous behavior with verses like the one in Philippines, “…forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead.” They believed counseling and prayer were not really necessary and everything difficult, evil or shameful should just be dropped and forgotten!

 

When Veronica was 11, the brother she loved began molesting her!  In confusion she assumed all big brothers did this to their sisters.  With no one to tell and no safe place to go, Veronica swallowed an entire bottle of her mother’s prescriptions.  When she didn’t die, she began pulling her hair out until she had bald spots. By 13 she felt she was losing her mind! Her brother relentlessly continued the abuse, and at the same time her mother targeted her with cruel insults and criticisms.  Again, she couldn’t know that her mother had been horribly raped as a child during a satanic ceremony and she was in the process of losing her own mind!

 

Even when Veronica was 18, her brother snuck into her room and sexually attacked her.  A fight ensued which scared him off, but after that she could never sleep soundly.  Often he would watch her sleep and wait for an opportunity.  By this time in her life she had started remembering other instances of sexual abuse from her past which had been hidden in her mind for the sake of sheer survival. 

 

In 1985, when Veronica was 20, she married a committed Christian from her church – Jerry Wright.  She knew he would keep her safe and she now wanted to really get to know her God. As she raised her four children, she studied the Scriptures and became a powerful Christian teacher. Often, she would speak to hundreds of women at various church retreats and assemblies about drawing closer to God.  In 2007, for the first time, she was asked to give her own testimony.  She panicked because all of her secrets were tucked away in little boxes in her mind. Then, as she delivered her carefully chosen stories she suddenly stumbled in her words when glimpses of even more horrifying memories flashed through her memory. “Why now, Lord?”  In the days that followed she cried uncontrollably and lost her grip on her life and her faith.  She felt as if she was unraveling at the seams!

 

Veronica’s condition threw her 23 year marriage into turmoil and she desperately sought the help of a Christian psychologist. With Dr. Storm’s questions, even more memories began to surface! The process of revealing was so painful!  When she told Dr. Storm about her cruel and secretive family, she also exposed the truth about her brother.  She soon found out that that what he did was not normal behavior!

 

Veronica’s husband knew nothing about the secrets of her past, so she had to find the courage to tell him.  She also needed to confront her brother about his actions.  That was even tougher!  They had remained close over the years.  In July of 2008 she invited him to one of her sessions and he sat across from her with a confident smile.  She was afraid he would deny his abuse.  To her amazement, he admitted to what he had done – and to him it was no big deal!  She went on to explain all the confusion and pain his inexorable sexual abuse had caused her, but he insisted that he felt no need to apologize.  He was a pillar in his church, yet he felt no repentance or sorrow!  Veronica asked if he would like his son to do the same to his daughter, and he gave no response.  When Veronica mentioned her mother’s coldness and cruelty towards her, his reply was, “Let mom be mom!”  Deeply shocked, Veronica found her “voice” and asked him to leave!

 

That July 8th Veronica drove to the ocean and cried out to the Father.  As she mourned, God’s presence filled the car and the revelation of God’s love for her permeated her soul.  Grief surrendered to hope as she felt the assurance that God wanted her free from the continued abuse and haunting memories!

 

Because of her brother’s lack of remorse, Dr. Storm began to probe deeper into the possibility of a generational curse. Now he pressed Veronica for more family details.  Veronica had found out about her grandparents’ satanic activity after she was married, and she was deeply ashamed.  Even as a strong Christian she had no idea what to do about it spiritually.  Dr. Storm gave Veronica and Jerry a tape series about breaking generational curses, and as a believing couple they prayed and asked the Father to show them how to break the power of the curse over their branch of the blood line.

 

As Veronica reflected back to the damage the curse had done to her entire family she realized that no one had gone unscathed:  Every woman in the family line had been sexually abused, beginning in childhood.  One of her uncles actually killed his two children.  Violence and cruelty reigned in all of the extended families as everyone dutifully kept their own vow of silence.  At least for Veronica, the sin had to be exposed and the curse had to be completely broken.

 

Dr. Storm then orchestrated a meeting with Veronica’s parents, brother and sister.  They were furious that she revealed the family secrets and claimed that Veronica was lying. They felt they needed no one’s help and denied all of the issues.  Veronica announced she was leaving because they refused to face the truth, and her mother cried out, “That’s not fair!  We’re not done with you yet!”

 

Through the fervent prayers and counseling that followed, complete and joyous deliverance did come!  Today Veronica is free from all the pain and poignant secrets of her past.  Satan was promised a family, but through the power and blood of the living Savior, and because of the authority given to believers, the chains from the past have been broken in her own family! Veronica has learned how to properly utilize the Word of God powerfully and effectively!  Today’s Veronica’s ministry has expanded because her book, Boxes of Secrets, and her personal experiences with God’s liberating power have allowed her to reach a new audience:  She reaches the captives with the message that Jesus Christ has come to set them free!

 

 

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"Secrets" by Jonathan Daugherty

A few days ago I finished a book by Jonathan Daugherty called "Secrets."  I have to

admit, initially it was difficult for me to relate to some of the things he decribed in

his history.   He was "in the church" all of his life, yet he had very deep dark secrets.  I

tried to compare  his story with my own to gain a better frame of reference.  I could

relate to the fact that he was a child when his life was turned upside down by a trauma.

He did not ask for the effect the trauma had on him.  It made me angry and sympathetic

but I could not relate to his absolute secrecy and double life style for so many years. 

The obstacles I had, I found wer'e because I tried to relate from a "Christian"

perspective and I tried to relate from a woman's perspective.  Because I told someone

of my trauma early in my life and because I had too much respect for God even as a

young person to be a hypocrite I was irritated knowing that he went through the motions

for so long.  That was my problem and I find it to be so many  "Christian's" problem.  I

assure you I got over my problem by the time I finished reading his story.  When I got to

the part were his wife left him, he fell apart and God heard his cry, I could totally relate! 

I teared up, I rejoiced with him and I praised the Lord because I remembered my

own restoration experience.  As I reflected on this I was reminded of our frailties as

human beings, how we are lost without God and accepted anew the realitiy that I didn't

need to relate to everything he experienced.  What mattered most was that I like him,

came to realize how much I needed the Lord, how much the Lord loved me and

how absolute his grace is!  I am planning to purchase extra copies of this book to have

on hand and to keep in our library.  Women, you need to read this man's story.  I can

truely say Jonathan enlightened me about this "men's issue" and truely blessed my soul!

Men, I'm sure you will relate better than us, your counterparts.  Read and be blessed.

Minister Diane Jones.

 

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